Cuz like

Y'know how I felt like garbage yesterday?

Well I kinda do today too

Because of this.... sickness? Idk whatever

Because of me feeling like crap, I haven't been able to practice my tuba solo

And tomorrow I am trying out, with that very piece, to see what high school band I'm going in to.

There's the regular ninth grade band, the honors band (symphony), and the Wind Ensemble (which is the highest and its like senior level music.)

My band teacher thinks I would be able to go into the highest based off my skill level compared to those that were in a grade higher than me and made it in this year.

But

Like

All throughout this weekend I planned on perfecting my solo

But I haven't played it at all this weekend ;-;

I mean I've had it since like October and I've memorized it, I shouldn't have a problem at least making it into honors band, but I wanted to work on it so bad!

And now I'm stressing myself out

And now I'm second guessing myself

Help! ;-;