(A/n this is dedicated to lukastrawberry56 because they listened to my jerza request which I was really nervous they would reject it so thank you so much. They also inspired me to brainstorm ideas for chapter 49 and they are also the reason that this is coming up a day earlier than I planned.  Post tomorrow also.)

Jellal POV again

Quite...

Not a sound...

Nobody was talking it was like everyone froze in place.

This is the quietest I have seen the guild ever...

It is because she is gone...

I feel like going and beating myself up right now...

Better yet going and beating my past self up and telling him to man up and kiss her that day on the beach.

I should've confessed to her sooner...

I should've kissed her that day...

I shouldn't have surrendered so easily to her when she told me to run...

I should've stayed and fought with her...

So many things I regret not doing...

One thing being the biggest...

I should've told her I can't live without her...

To be continued
Written: Feburary 2
Published: Feburary 8
Word count: 190