I thought i would share this with you guys because I've struggled and i know a bunch if you do as well. All i can say is even though it seems like everything is going down hill it will get better.

my self harm scars are from a time which i don't really want to go back to.  It was a time when i was struggling with my confidence, self esteem and my body and it was my escape.  I found better ways  to get away from those thoughts and my writing is one of them.

My burn scar is honestly just a stupid thing. I was pushing buttons in my mom's n e w car and one of them was an electric lighter and i managed to burn my self.

My childhood memories are from this one bully of mine who would always pair up with me for partner work. And whenever she could shed hit me with anything she could and she just keep going no matter how much i asked for her to stop. My teachers never did anything back then. The one on my foot is from when she jumped from a place on the playground and stepped on all my toes. It hurt like a bitch.

The other is just a long scar that crosses from both of my legs from when I was at work and one of my kids had gotten stuck in a net thing as it was breaking.  Wed fallen through and it wasn't that bad, I just got a cut. It healed.

So that's my story. All i can say is that the bullies don't matter you matter. No matter how bad it is never look to suicide as an escape.  Last January I had attempted because everything had just built up and I went over the edge.  Thankfully my attempt was unsuccessful and I've realized the impact it would have left on everyone. you may believe no one is there but someone IS always there for you. I thought my friends had hated me at the time turns out all of them had sent and called a total of nine police cars and ambulance because they cared. 

Remember I love you too. Just message me if you need to. I promise I'll always be there.

Always be kind, be patient,  be brave,  and stay strong.