Honestly...idk why I act like this is the first time. He done broke my heart the first time..she just managed to do it again..I didn't think it was gonna hurt as much as the first...but it did. It does. Why tho? Because I have a big heart and even tho I try to reassemble it after a heart break..I never seem to get all the pieces..and everyone who has done me wrong..chipped a piece and took it with them..it's getting harder to fix this heart of mine..and Honestly I'm gonna give up. I know I shouldn't we so hurt by someone who claimed they loved me..yet hurts me..without even saying it to my face..this is the first break up that..the other person broke up with me..I was dumped 😂😭great.. I'm honestly all over the place rn..I hate giving her this..my vulnerability...she pities me.. I don't want to give her the power of keeping me down..I don't want to give that to anyone..it's just...why she do it? Why he do it? Why did I do it? Love so hard at a young age? Not even 16 yet, and I already have no hope for true love..my heart has been broken twice by a partner..and many times by friends, family, myself...I can't really do it anymore...