I'm so annoyed at myself and at the fact that everything about them is aggravating and I feel so sick of them.

I'm scared nothing is gonna be ok. That I'm not gonna be okay.

Everytime I find something nice, I always end up ruining it.

Ughhhhh

Sorry y'all gotta hear about my sad sad life oh boo hoo me right 😭🙄ugh I'm tired of myself to be honest.