Is it bad that idk what I want to be when I'm older? I'm going into 10th grade, and honestly idek if I want to go to college, let alone what occupation I want to be apart of.

Like honestly idk how to pay bills or buy/rent a house. Idk how to live life. Idk I just want to have a happy and healthy future for myself and idk how I'm gonna be able to do it all.

It's weird having thinking and worrying about things that won't happen for another 2-3 years, but it's gonna come so fast, and I'm scared I won't be prepared.

I've seen my mother and sisters struggle to create a stable life for themselves, and for their kids. I just want to be able to repay them.

But idk how I'll do it all..

But I guess I'll have to wait to worry...when there is something to worry about right?

Oof.