Sometimes I just want to delete everything and just listen to music. Sometimes I don't even wanna do that. Sometimes I just want to feel nothing. See and smell nothing. Breathe nothing. Now, I don't want to die. I don't want to kms or anything. I just..don't want to feel the daily pains I feel and so many others feel. I don't want to feel love. I don't want to feel stressed. I don't want to feel jealousy. I don't want to feel sadness, or happiness. I don't want to feel anything. Sometimes I think what will become of me? Will I succeed? Will I let my struggles break me down, or build me up? Will I be able to better myself and do better than my family. Not because I'm worth more then them, but because I have more opportunities. I should take them, right? I shouldn't let people get in my way. Keep my circle small. Keep my heart locked up. Focus on my life ahead of me. But I'll miss all the good things now right? You would tell me, don't plan your future, just live in the present. Idk if I can do that..I just really wanna quit..at everything. Just for a moment in time. Sometimes i feel suffocated by life. I can't do it.