WARNING: Explicit content // skip if you must. [18+]

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ERPS BALITA

Ryker:
di ko pala kaya
ajujujuju
bakit ganito ba si redacted sa akin!!!

Eastre:
Haha
Ano na naman?
You pretend like you hate her guts
but she still has her under wrap in her fingertips.

Redacted ka pang nalalaman dyan 🤣

takot ka lang na mabanggit pangalan nya kasi mamaya instead na Ziah lang malagay mo, biglang maging Ziah baby 🩷
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Ryker:

dont call her baby! 👹

anw

bakit kasi kulot sya!!!
bakit kasi ang ganda-ganda nya!!!
at bakit naiisip ko na naging ex ko siya kahit wala namang naging kami!

worst ex indeed because she was never mine to begin with.

Eastre:
Hibang ka na naman
Why dont you guys bati na lang then kantunan na kayo hahahaha

Iscaleon:
Kantunan? 😯

Ryker:
anong kantunan ka dyan erps
di naman kami parehong
mahilig sa noodles

Eastre:
Sex?
Right? Tagalog ng sex is kantunan

Iscaleon:
HUH

Ryker:
MAS HIBANG KA YATA SA AKIN EH

taena ka paano mo yayayain yung stylist  in the future?

"tara babe lets have kantunan." tapos kapag sinabi na sa kusina, doon kayo gagawa ng himala?

my god, eastre, you're so malibog

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Chapter 31

It was too futile to fight the intense attraction that I had for this man. He was only staring at me with his eyes but I could feel my breathing betraying me every moment I blink away.

"Tell me that again, Ziah," his mouth hovered to my ear, slowly closing the gap between us.

I snickered, pinapatatag ang boses. "Na m-manglalaki ako?"

Stop stuttering, Ziah! Bakit para kang nabuhulan ng dila d'yan? I can feel my limbs slowly melting because he was near me. He was so close that I could smell the fragments of scented candles on him. Oo nga pala, mahilig siya sa scented candles at essential oils. . .malamang ay kakapit talaga sa kan'ya ang amoy nito.

"That you're in love with me," his voice rasped, his fingers slowly touching my cheeks and cupping them. "Goddamnit, isang beses ko lang marinig iyon ulit mula sa 'yo. . .I promise I'll come back to you. I'll love you more each day. I'll be your Ryker again."

I bit my lower lip as I avoided his intense stare. I couldn't utter it again. The voice wouldn't just come out. I was just like the little mermaid who got her tongue cut off.

"Ziah please," he muttered under his breath. "Just say that you fucking love me. . .why is it hard for you to say it?"

Napalunok ako. Hindi ko magawang i-angat ang tingin sa kan'ya. The truth was. . .it was already in my throat and the words were trying to push through. Gusto kong banggitin pero natatakot ako.

If I love him. . .he'll have control over me. He will be embedded in every memory I have in this life. He will know every obscure part of my body. He will know that among the wandering souls with physical bodies here on earth; mine is the loneliest.

Would he be able to love me despite my lapses and faults?

His lips crashed on mine. Napapikit na lang ako. I savored his taste. He nibbled on my lips with fervor. Napahawak ako sa batok n'ya habang unti-unti n'yang tinaas ang damit ko. Ryker's hand would always be one of the fastest reflexes of his!

"You're so hard. . .to crack," he hissed between our kisses. "Hahalikan mo ako pabalik pero hindi ko alam kung anong lugar ko sa 'yo."

"Tiga-Manila ka sa akin," I purred as I left kisses on his neck. Ang bango-bango n'ya talaga. His scent would leave traces on my skin.

"You're so unfair," he groaned against my skin. "What would I do to tame you, huh? To make you mine? To make you love me? As much as I. . ."

"You what?" I asked in a hushed tone. Naramdaman ko ang pag-alis n'ya ng shorts ko. This fucking guy knows how to multitask! Naka-undies na lang ako samantalang siya ay bihis na bihis pa!

"Girls like you are so hard to please," he said as if he was taunting. "You feel like you're always in control."

"Because I am," I snarled back at him. His eyes dimmed because of what I just told him.

"Hmm," he hummed and started to take slow breaths. His ragged breathing only made what's between my legs become wet. His fingers started to travel towards my bosom. My heart started to race as I tried my best to strengthen my resolve.

"Makes me wonder how you'll act once you lose that 'control' that you love so much," he chuckled as he played with my hair. "Ziah. . .wouldn't you like to know?

Para akong nahahapo sa bawat segundong lumilipas at mas lalong lumalapat ang kan'yang hawak sa akin. His hands were like a compass that knew all the twists and turns of my body. I was being captured by his lips. Unti-unti ko siyang mas nilapit sa katawan ko.

"I. . ." impit na saad ko. I looked at him and he was already looking at me. His eyes were admiring me even when I was still half-clothed.

"Admit that you love me first," he commanded as he slowly slid his fingers past the thin fabric that covered my womanhood.

"What?" I hissed at him. The hit of arousal slowly consumed me as soon as I felt his finger delving in between my thighs.

"Tell me that you love me."

"Does it. . ." nahahapong sambit ko. "Matter?"

Two fingers in and I almost lost my mind as my arms tightly went around his shoulders. I was crying out of pleasure as soon as I felt his fingers thrusting and curling inside me.

Napakagat ako sa balikat n'ya nang bigla n'yang gawing tatlo. He was messing me up! He was surely enjoying seeing me underneath his spell!

When he saw that I was catching my breath. Tumigil siya. He slowly slid his fingers out from me. I was gasping for air when he released me and slowly removed my grasp from his shoulders.

I opened my entrance for him. Yet he only looked at me. Umiling siya. Unti-unting nanghina ang sistema ko. Parang pinanawan ng kulay ang buong mukha ko.

"Uuwi na ako," he said.

"R-Ryker!?" I hissed at him. This asshole! I haven't even had any orgasm yet! And he was also hard! I could see it right through his pants!

"What?" he nonchalantly asked, like the boredom was killing him.

"W-what about me?" nanghihinang saad ko. My heart was acting erratically. C'Mon. . .ang tagal kong lantang flower!

"What about you?" he taunted, his eyes turning dim. Muli siyang lumapit sa akin. This time, he was between my legs and I could see his hard manhood on my entrance.

"I. . ." I nibbled my lower lip. "I want you to fuck me." nahihiyang pag-amin ko.

"Huh?" Natawa si Ryker at mas lalong dumilim ang ekspresyon. "Yun lang?"

"What do you mean?" I asked in a small voice. "Yun talaga ang gusto ko."

"Girl. . .what a spoiled brat," he snarled at me, leaving me breathless for a moment. "You always get what you want, huh? Nasanay ka ba? Sinanay ba kita masyado? You don't always get to be fucked just because you want it, babe."

"W-what do you want me to do, then?" I asked him, determinado masyado ngayong gabi.

A small smirk smeared his lips. "Please me. . .make me want to fuck you that you'll forget how to say your own name."

I hesitantly grabbed his pants to unveil his length. I unbuckled his belt and slowly pulled down his underwear. Alam ko naman na. . .he was huge. But at the same time, I never really looked at it. Natakot tuloy ako bigla nang bumungad sa akin! Paano ko kinakaya ito?

Napalunok ako. Naririnig ko ang tahol ni Ryzi sa labas ng pinto. Aba? May cheerleader pa ako sa labas!

"Madaya ka," Ryker told me as he ripped my panty away, without any hindrances. "All the condoms we used were from me. Yet, si Kiran. . .binibilhan mo."

Nangunot ang noo ko sa sinabi n'ya at bahagyang napaatras. Grabe? Tanda n'ya pa iyon!? Ang mapagtanim naman nito!

"Ay, gusto mo ba, bilhan kita!?" I taunted him while hissing. Kinuha ko sa drawer ko ang isang pack ng condom. I have some because I don't use pills.

Naningkit ang kan'yang mga mata nang makita ang inilabas ko.

"You're prepared, huh?" Ryker's voice sounded dangerously strong. Para bang nagtataka siya kung bakit may gano'n sa kwarto ko.

"Dito ka natutulog minsan. . ." I gulped at the realization that I revealed myself in front of him. Unti-unti akong napayuko dahil nakakahiya pala.

"So, you were anticipating to be fucked inside your room?" gulat na tanong ni Ryker. His eyes widened with the revelation. Umawang pa ang mga labi n'ya.

Tumango ako at nag-iwas ng tingin.

I know he respected me and my mother. But I always wanted to be fucked with the danger of someone possibly hearing us. Weird. . .but I find the thrill in it.

"Noted," bulong sa akin ni Ryker. "Hmm. . .never thought that you have. . .specific fantasies."

"Will you do it with me?" I asked him, my voice coming out as a weak call for his touch. Parang nanghihina, nanglulumo, at uhaw sa kan'ya.

"Depende," he chuckled against my skin. "Perform well, my girl."

I was skeptical because I knew Ryker always took the lead. I was always the receiving end of the pleasure. Siguro nga ay tama siya. I was spoiled by him because he always made sure that I was satisfied with each thrust.

I winced when I touched his manhood and started to move my hand in an up-and-down motion. I was trying my best to pleasure him without his guidance. He was always guiding me before. . .kaya ngayon ay kabado ako sa ginagawa ko.

Parang mas madali pa yatang mag-I love you na lang eh! Bakit ba kasi ang tigas-tigas ko? Eh mas mahirap yata itong pinasok ko ngayon!

"Aabot ba tayo hanggang bukas, Ziah?" Ryker laughed which made my cheeks reddened. How could he laugh when I was obviously struggling here?!

My eyes automatically glared at him, slicing him into pieces. Pero yung kamay ko naman ay patuloy lang sa pagangat-baba. Sa totoo lang, mixed signal din talaga ako!

"I like it when you look soft, Ziah," saad ni Ryker at in-angat ang baba ko upang umangat ang tingin ko sa kan'ya. "And I never saw you once looking soft."

Pinatigil n'ya ang ginagawa ko. It was like being reprimanded because I wasn't able to make him cum. He was still hard. Niyurakan ang pride ko dahil hindi ko man lang siyang nakitang gumalaw. He was good at managing his needs. Samantalang ako ay halos halatang alipin ng pagnanasa pagdating sa kan'ya.

"Open your legs," he commanded.

I was still dazed but I followed his command. Pinarte n'ya pa lalo ang hita ko at hinila papalapit sa kan'ya. I gasped when I felt him on top of me.

"I'm not gonna fuck you," he smiled at me which made me squint my eyes at him. He pinned both my wrists above my head.

"But I'm still generous, you see?" He started to take off my bra as he slowly slid the straps off. "No fucking for bad girls like you."

"Ryker. . ." impit kong sabi. "Just please. . ."

"Please what?" He pinched the tip of my bosom making me moan. "Please stop? Titigil talaga ako, Ziah."

I felt hot all over. I wanted him to start pounding me already. The night was still young but the need of him inside was already making my womanhood ached.

"Please. . ." I couldn't even recognize my own voice. "Ryker. . .just please. . ."

"Please, ano nga?" He stared down at me, making me feel that he was the one in control. A tiny smirk playing on his beautiful lips.

Fuck it.

He was really a smart-ass. He really fucking made me lose all the control that I was bragging about. And when his length started to tease my wet folds, I arched my back as my head felt all the arousal that I was trying to contain. My mouth was only releasing cries of pleasure as of now.

Napatitig ako sa kan'ya nang unti-unti n'yang bawiin ang kamay n'ya. He was really serious. He was just teasing me! He's toying with me when all I want is to be fucked! Umangat na ako upang patigilin siya. Bahagya akong napapikit bago siya kausapin.

"Please. . ." My nails dug into his back as I started to move myself on top of him, feeling his shaft into my entrance. "Please fuck me, Ryker. Just fuck me already, please. . ."

"Ano?" he teased. "Eh paano kung ayoko?"

"Please. . .I want to be fucked."

"But you have other boys around. . ." he mocked, but I could hear the approaching danger in his voice.

"I only want it to be with you," I said in a small voice. "I want to be fucked by you. . .just please. . ."

He chuckled right at my earlobe, making me feel all the shame for begging him to fuck me. It was music to his ears while it was the sounds of a nightmare for me.

"Hmm. . ." He started to move which ease the ache that I was feeling. "Feels better when you're not always in control, huh?"