Warning: bullying, abuse, suicide, not a happy ending :)

{ ~ Virgil's POV ~ }

I go to the kitchen hoping that Patton would be awake to comfort me and tell me I'd be alright. (this is platonic-) But when I do reach the kitchen, I see Patton...staring into space, wondering as if it's the most interesting thing to witness. The funny thing I've noticed was that his eyes were yellow snake-like eyes and the next thing you know, he has his normal eyes. I then feel like if that was just my paranoia side making me see things.

He then smiles at me when he looks up to me.

"Hey kiddo! Uh...sorry to interrupt but, why are you awake at this time?" He stared up at me with curious eyes.

"Oh it's just that I...uh...just wanted to get a snack because I was hungry?" I tried to not make it sound like I was questioning myself. Because to be honest, I really just woke from a nightmare. Patton then just stared at body language, face expression, anything to see if I was lying.

Then the strangest thing happened. Patton just smiled at me but in Deceit's voice, he said "Oh Virgil, how can you lie to me when I've been the embodiment of deceiving and morality. Also I've noticed that you've became wєαk."

I was startled by what Patton, or I assume Patton, had said to me. I was actually speechless and couldn't move because not even the author knows.

Shut your ass up Virgil, this is my book. Now if you excuse me, you need to not break the fourth wall once again and just keep doing what I'm writing ok? Ok.

Now here comes the warning of the abuse and bullying. The suicide will be later on. Y'all are gonna hate me after this...oh well!

Patton then comes up to me and does the unthinkable. He slaps me and starts kicking me. He also starts calling me names. The names I've been trying to get out of my head. The ones that haunt me to this day.

"You're such a frєαk. Jeez I don't even know why Roman likes you, you're so cσld-hєαrtєd." He then decides to kick my stomach, leaving plenty of pain. When he talked, his voice was very distorted, I could barely comprehend what he said. "αw dσ чσu nєєd pαttσn вєcαuѕє чσu'rє вrσkєn. σr dσ чσu nєєd thє ínѕєcurє fσσl tσ cαlm чσu dσwn. вєcαuѕє í cαn tєll whєthєr hє αctuαllч líkєd чσu, αnd í fєlt thαt hє wαѕ prєtєndíng tσ σnlч tσ hαvє pítч. вut whєn hє rєαlízєd thαt чσu líkєd hím, hє ѕtαrtєd tσ lσѕє íntєrєѕt вít вч вít, вєcαuѕє чσu wєrє ѕtíll α dαrk ѕídє αt thє tímє." He then picks me up with my hair and throws me to the floor. He then fades away.

I then run to Roman's room to make sure he's okay. When I arrive however, his door looked like it had...octopus arms around it. Of course he would have him. I tried to unlock the door, but when I just touched the octopus arms, I had this picture going through my head and it was very explicit. It was Patton crying blood with his heart out and there's a hole in his ribcage and chest. Then there's Roman with a crown in half in front of him and him shaking on the ground mumbling he wasn't in love with me, but not in a good way. At last, came Logan, but all that there was was glasses on the floor and a voice echoing through the darkness. "This is what is happening to us for every minute that we spend with you. You should just go kill yourself. Come on, no one needs you here anyways." I was crying after the voice had told me to kill myself. I mean...it would stop them from being with a bother. A harmful person. The monstrous nobody. I then just started to grab things from different places of the Mind Palace. A rope, some paper, a chair, and a pencil. All of this just to do suicide. He then started to write his letter for the other sides (the light sides). He then gets the chair, stands on it, ties the rope around his neck, then after some deep breaths...he gets off the chair with the rope still wrapped around his neck. Don't worry guys, I won't be a bother anymore.

{ ~ Patton's POV ~ }

I go up to Virgil's room after I made breakfast for them. I knock on his door. "Virgil, it's time to wake up. Breakfast is ready." No sound. I was actually surprised when he didn't answer because he would most likely answer due to him sleeping a couple of hours. "Okay Virgil, you can come out whenever you want to."

< Time skip :3 >

After eating breakfast with Logan and Roman, Virgil still didn't show up at the table. "Roman, could you be a generous prince and wale Virgil up. He wasn't awake at the time I was at the door." Roman also looked surprised, but nodded. He then went up the stairs and vanished.

Some minutes passed by but instead of hearing Virgil's footsteps, I heard an eerie scream coming from upstairs. Me and Logan both go up the stairs to find Virgil's door open (finally!). So we both go in but what I saw would break my big heart in a million pieces. It was Virgil...but him hung. I was so hurt that I fell to the floor and was sobbing my eyes out. I then felt a pair of hands wrap around me and I just let them. I mean it's at least a way of showing "hey I'm there".

I then wipe my tears to see Princey stand in front of me with a letter in his hands. I then grab it and read it. I then was crying once again from what I read. And that was only the first two sentences. It read:

Dear Patton,

I'm sorry for not being a loving and caring side like the others. I guess after hearing you were at my side at pity, it broke my heart like how yours is probably broken at this time. I just, couldn't handle this never ending pain of torment or names. So I decided to do it. I hope you guys can finally be happy with out me there.

                                             ~•Sincerely, Virgil•~

I then stared at the ceiling then said, "I hope you found out that that was the...wrong decision of the two paths that you chose." I then fell asleep.

And there you go fanders! Well that was more shorter than I imagined and it probably made no sense whatsoever. So yeah. I'm also working on a new book. However there is nothing that the Sanders Sides have to do about it. Since it'll be an original book. What? When will it come out? I don't even know myself, but I might publish it out by year's end. (got that reference?) Anyways, now I'll be focusing on my other SS story, which you can check out. Anyways, until next time, take it easy guys, gals and non-binary pals! Peace out! ✌️