Dear Readers,

If you guys have been following my (this) book up until the newest chapter, you guys probably know that I have stopped updating and continuing it. To be honest, I'm lazy. VERY. I'm the type to give up fast or give up in the middle of the way. My plan for this book originally was to have like 5+ more chapters and end it at chapter 72. Everything was planned out but I was busy with school and work so I ended up giving up.

Therefore....

This will be the last chapter (or maybe the next one. 70 is a nice and lucky number.. taking out the 0). I will shortly and nicely finish up the book within a chapter that hopefully will meet all of your wishes.

I know this is sooooo fake of me but, as you know im so lazy that i cant finisht this book up at the right time, yet I still wanted to write another book. Sorry xD. It's just that I have a lot of ideas, I'm known in my school for artistic and creative, that I wanted to share with you guys and that I wanted to make you feel the tingling sensation I have when I dream or imagine it in my head. I will start up another book soon but the time and length of a chapter that I post will be different than here. This is just my plan. I still dont know about it yet.

The story will be more actual(?) than fanfic but I will still be using my same biases as ghe character. Instead of "idol life" it will be more of a typical student life. Which is why I wanted to ask you guy for your opinion:

I am thinking of between two genres of the book. Should I do a story involving vampires and hunters? The male lead is a vampire but he hates vampires so he hides that fact that he is a vampire by being a vampire hunter. His vampire-hunter master died. His last wish was to ask the male lead to protect his daughter. Of course through time, he falls for her deeply but the struggle came when another party comes in and causes trouble which turn the lead female to be vampire(not by biting her or giving her vampire medicine but something else secret). Male lead struggle to save her and save himself from turning into who he really is, the most dangerous level of vampire, level E, the demons.

Or... Should I just do a basic school life and romance story of these two students. Simple which will brings out a lot more romance that u guys would want and love. The only problem is one is a playboy that make-out with almost every girl then break their hearts because he don't like/trust women and one is afraid of men, and pretty much everyone, therefore she is pretty... antisocial because she suffered from child abuse by her father when younger. What will happen to them when their fates are "next door" and one has taken interest to "play" with the other party?

Well... guys... I am truly deeply sorry. I read comments saying "When will you update" and I felt very bad. I tried but I dont have time and when I do, I'm lazy. My other excuse is because I am a Junior in highschool so I am pretty packed with classes and preparation for college. But if I am determined enough.. I may upload short chapters each week.

Anyway... Truly sorry. AznDuckiiex

===JENNIE'S POV===

I like you Jennie...

"He said...." I mumbled to myself.

I like you Jennie...

HE SAID HE LIKES ME!! AHHHH!!!! I can't stop thinking about it!! His soft words.. his deep voice.. his beautiful face.. I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT--

BAM!! I felt something hitting my head hard.

"I love you to death Jennie so can you please shut up?" Aiden oppa mumbled in his sleep.

Did he hear me squealing?

"Sorry oppa," I tried to talk in a low voice.

It is currently three in the morning and I just can't sleep. I am trying my best not to bother the other members while they're sleeping. Yes, we are still in GOT7's dorm. BTS oppas left back to their dorm since they have a tour tomorrow. GOT7 oppas are sleeping in their bedrooms while my members and I are sleeping together on the floor in the living room. Sleeping together is a regular thing we do in our dorm. We've been sharing our "bed", or I should say floor, for many years since, for some of us, 8th grade.

I like you Jennie...

"NO!!" I squealed again as Mark oppa's voice repeated in my head. I grabbed the pillow that was thrown at me and hugged it in my arm, wiggling it back and forth.

*Sigh* So this is what it feels like. To have someone you like likes you back. EEEP!!!! I screamed again from my lung with no sound made. I use my palms to cover my face, kicking my blanket then freeze myself when Kevin oppa, sleeping next to me, was turning to a side. Whoo... he didn't wake up.

"Alright Jennie," Ahna unnie sat up and walked to the refrigerator, "Talk to me"

I followed her out and she went to grab a bottle of water. "You know you need to sleep. What are you doing at 3 in the morning?" She asked me calmly. I thought for someone like unnie, she would throw me out of the room, since her temper is pretty short.

"Sorry unnie, did I wake you up?" I worried.

"No. I was just thirsty. Even if you did (woke me up), I would still like to stay up to hear what's up with you," she drank almost a bottle of water.

"Uhm..." I hesitated. I wanted to tell her everything because all this happiness is too much for me to hold so I wanted to just let it out. But how can I when the person I will talk to her about is in this room.

"Jen,"

"Huh?" I surprised.

"You wanna go to the rooftop?"

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"Woah...!!" I ran out to the middle of the rooftop and looked around for all the stars and all the house-lights that are still up at 3 in the morning. The sun hasn't rise yet but the transitioning time for it to rise is beautiful. The sky isn't too dark or too bright, creating a luminating sky with stars above and below.

"You're a simple minded girl. Already you forgot about what you were thinking about," Ahna unnie laughed, continuing her second bottle of water.

About that. She brought me back to what I was squealing about. "I like you Jennie.."

"Did something happen?" Her sharp eyes caught me.

"Yeah..." I hesitated. I wanted to tell her but I just don't know how to start.

"Let me guess," she walked up to me and looked into my eyes, "Happy... Surprised... Satisfied.... Disbelieve..." she read my emotions, "Is it Mark?" Bullseye.

"!!!" I jumped a little.

"Bullseye," she giggled.

"Unnie!"

Ahna unni laughed. "I know you too well.."

I hate her. But I love her. She knows me so well yet she always tease me it.

"I can't even lie from the beginning.." I said, "Yeah.." I admitted, "It's Mark oppa who made me sleepless,"

(AUTHOR: *smirks smirks* get it peeps? *wink*)

"PFFFFF!!!!" Ahna unnie spitted out her water, "WHAT!?" She yelled loudly, "HE...... YOU!?"

I stared at her. What is she talking about. What is "He.... you!?" What is she talking about. All I said was Mark oppa made me sleepless---

.................

Bruh.....

"NO!!!! UNNIE!! STOP WITH THAT INAPPROPRIATE THINKING OF YOURS!" I yelled.

"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SAID IT!!"

"NOT LIKE THAT!"

"Well you gotta be specific," her eyes jolted and smirked at me, "Give me details even..." she winked at me.

"Unnie!"

She laughed out loud. "That was funny... Alright I'll be real now. What happened between you two? I saw you guys coming into his room twice to treat that scar of yours which Namjoonie did. Something happened?" She had her way of asking. It is like she already knew everything. She took out her phone and play around with it, waiting for me to talk.

"I... he.. uhm..."

"Hey look it's 3:30," she smiled sarcastically. I already knew she was telling me to hurry up.

"He... Mark oppa.."

"Wow it's 42 degree can you believe that? So kinda cold here on the rooftop," She hurried me. Yeah, it is kind of cold up here.

"He said he..."

I like you Jennie....

"He said that he likes me.." I finally said it.

"PFFFFFF!!!!" She spit her water out for the second round.

"Unnie that's disgusting!" I yelled at her.

"MARK is disgusting!" She said, "I can't imagine him saying that!"

"Yeah well he did. It's unbelievable but I think he said that..." I smiled lightly, remembering what she said. "Though the memories of him saying it was geting more fainted as time goes by, I am still happy,"

"You like him that much?" She asked me.

"I think so... I don't know what it is that is making my heart jump for him but whenever I see him... my heart... it just wanna jump out of my body and hug him... but because it can't (jump out), it just wanna pull my body closer to him." I stopped talking and looked at her. I've been saying too many weird things.

"You are so cute Jennie. I'm just touched. I remember those times when we were younger, you used to get bullied by everyone. It's not that they hate you, they just don't like you. You were lonely and sad always. When we came to your rescue, that was the first time I saw you smile. Girl, you got the brightest smile ever. And today... I just couldn't believe my eyes that the girl who was bullied all her life finally found someone she likes so much that just her smile is brighter than her laugh," she paused. I can hear her smirk. "If he ever break your heart, let me know, I'll help the others (members) set up his funeral. But you know, I'm thankful to that dude too. He should've been here to listen to all that stuff you were talking about. "

"Wha-- no! I will get so embarrassed. Do you know what happen after he told me that he likes me?"

"What?"

"I left him. It was so awkward. I got his face so close to me that I can feel my ears and face burning up. I rushed through my treatment and ran away," I lift up my legs and hugs it.

"Dam.. girl... He's probably mad at you now. How can you reject him faster than Nelson breaking up with his girlfriends?" Unnie always try to add in a joke.

"I know... I felt so bad. He's probably hating me right now. I'm such an airhead..." I hid my face in my arm.

"And that is what I like about you," a deep voice whispered next to my ear. I felt something was wrapped around me that blocks all the coldness away. It's not Ahna unni because her voice is not this manly and her hand is not that big. It can't be..

I lifted up my head and turned to Ahna unnie, only to see Mark oppa's warm smiling face so close to mine. His big and sparkly eyes stare right into mine, lighting up that fireplace in me, burning my cheeks.

"Eek!!!" I squealed. I quickly tried to back away from his face but my butt-bones gave away my balance. My stupid self fell back. His fast reflexes caught me by my waist and pulled me closer to him. Now, my nose is only an inch away from his. The burning sensation is even greater.

"I caught you.." he coolly said.

"Welp. My cue here is finished," Ahna unni spoke up. "I'm going to sleep. See ya tomorrow... I mean in few more hours.." I can feel that her presence is slowly walking away. "Good luck dude," she left the area.

That demon...

===MARK'S POV===

I can't believe I said it.

I rest my arm on my forehead and rethink of what I did.

I like you Jennie...

Oh my god. I pulled down my arm to cover my eyes. That was so embarrassing. I never knew you need all that courage to say you like someone. I wonder if she's mad at me. After seeing her running off like that, I realized I probably made her awkward.

"I love you..." I shocked, "..hyung.." Jackson mumbled next to me.

I sighed in relieved. And I thought I was hearing things. Why is this dude in my bed. "Jackson... your bed is over there," I said. Jackson wouldnt budge and continued to have his foot and arm over me. I let him be, since this isn't the first time.

RING. RING. RING.

"Hyun.....g" Jackson whined at the sound of my phone ringing.

"I know shut up," I quickly picked up my phone and laid back down, still having Jackson's arm and foot on me. "Ahna..?" I said to myself and picked it up. "Hey--"

The phone:

"I... he.. uhm...

Hey look it's 3:30

He... Mark oppa.."

"Ahna? What's going on over there where are you?" I asked but it didn't seems like she's listening to me.

"Wow it's 42 degree can you believe that? So kinda cold here on the rooftop,"

I quickly checked the time and it is exactly at 3:30. What is going on? 42 degree. Rooftop. Isn't that Ahna and Jennie's voice? What is this? Are they at the building's rooftop? What the heck are they doing there!? It's cold in the morning here!

I quickly got up, pushing Jackson's body to one side, and get off the bed. "42 degree.." I mumbled. I grabbed a black jacket of mine and tried to leave the dorm.

"He said he... He said that he likes me..

PFFFFFF!!!! (Ahna spitting out water)"

My eyes shooked. This IS Jennie's voice. Is she telling Ahna about it? I need to hurry and come up there.

"Unnie that's disgusting!

MARK is disgusting! I can't imagine him saying that!

Yeah well he did. It's unbelievable but I think he said that... Though the memories of him saying it was geting more fainted as time goes by, I am still happy,"

I slowed down my paced in the middle of the staircase. Jennie... she's confessing her feelings..

"If he ever break your heart, let me know, I'll help the others set up his funeral."

Dam the threatening deal is already planned out. I grinned to myself as I heavily painted yhrough my lungs, trying to run 1000 miles an hour.

But you know, I'm thankful to that dude too. He should've been here to listen to all that stuff you were talking about.

Wha-- no! I will get so embarrassed. Do you know what happen after he told me that he likes me?

What?

I left him. It was so awkward. I got his face so close to me that I can feel my ears and face burning up. I rushed through my treatment and ran away,"

At last, I reached the rooftop door. Exhaused, inhaling and exhaling heavily, and smiling. I opened it and right away, Ahna saw me. She smiled at me and hung up the phone.

"Dam.. girl... He's probably mad at you now. How can you reject him faster than Nelson breaking up with his girlfriends?" Ahna joked with Jennie, looking right at me.

"I know... I felt so bad. He's probably hating me right now. I'm such an airhead..." She hid her face into her knees and arm.

I walked up to her and cover her showing skin with my jacket. Ahna is right. It is cold up here. I tilted my head to one side to look at Jennie, wondering if she's crying or what. But then suddenly... she lifted her head and turned to my side. I was surprised too. Our faces were so close that I can see a pile of tears holding itself in her eyes. What should I do now... when she is so cute?

"EEEK!!" She screamed and jumped back. I quickly lowered my arm from her shoulder down to her waist and catch her from falling. Without thinking, I suddenly pulled her light body in closer to mine, and our faces meet again.

I became speechless. Nothing is running through my brain right now except the fact that she looks so innocent and cute, like a puppy. Seeing her eyes that wad about to burst, I just wanted to hug her and protect her at all cost. Of cource, I did not say all of that out loud.

"Caught you.." I smiled.

===JENNIE'S POV===

This.

Is.

So.

Awkward.

*Raven flying through the scene*

"Buckle up. You'll catch a cold," Mark oppa grabbed my shoulder and turned me to him. I tried to glance at him though I am super nervous right now. His eyes follow the zipper as he zipped up his jacket on me. Once he reached the top, he stopps zipping, and so did his eyes.

"You're blushing..."

I jumped a little. He saw through me! "N-no.. It's.. it's just hot up here." I said. It is, I'm not lying. I can feel my inside is burning up and this jacket is not helping.

"Sureee" he teased me. Still, he zipped down the jacket half way.

"Did you... hear.."

"Clearly." He didn't hesitate to answer.

"Oh.." I didn't know what to say.

I can hear him giggle. "Jennie.. I know this is embarrassing, for both of you and me but... I just can't stop myself from saying it,"

Huh..? What is he talking about.

"I like you Jennie," he said it again.

"HUH!?"

"Yeah.. you didn't hear me wrong. If you can't hear it, I'll say it again. If you think you heard it wrong then I'll say it again. If you want me to say it again then I will say it again. Because I am very sure of my words," he said it without looking away but instead, he talked to my eyes. I froze in one place, not getting this.

"But Mark oppa..."

"Jennie.... you like me too.. right?"

I was shocked at his question. I never knew he could be so straightforward. However, I dont plan on answering it. I'm scared actually. Once I say I like someone, that means I am going against the contract that I have signed with JYP and his company. Sorry.. but I am not ones to break laws.

"You idiot"

I suddenly remember that term. My members would call me that when I choose the wrong decision. Like when that time I chose to stay home instead of going to my class's field trip. Or when I wanted to starve myself to become skinny. Or when I chose not to sing infront of JYP and show him my voice and join JYP Ent. And now, again, that voice of theirs is repeating in my head. I can feel their presence here, behind that door.

"Do you..?" His voice became weaker than before and it sounded like he has lost his hope.

(A/N: Meanwhile author: WHERE THE HELL IS J-HOPE WHEN WE NEED HIM!?)

"I..." I stopped myself from saying what I was going to say.

"Love yourself Jennie" I can hear their voice in my head. "We'll be there to protect you no matter what." They said. They will. I know that for sure. They have been protecting me from others and negativities since day 1, the first fay I met them.

"I like you too oppa..." I finally said, "I---"

Without another word, I found myself trapped in Mark oppa's arm. He pulled me in so fast and hard that I couldn't gasp the situation. When reality is coming back at me, I can only smell that scent from his body. It's no strong cologne that slaps me in my face but a very sutle, soft, and light smell of Mark oppa that was vaporing from his body heat. I can't stop but to rest my head on his chest.

"I like you Jennie..." he said it again, this time, I'm sure of what he is saying. "I do,"

I smiled. This could be one of the best decision I've ever done. Right now, I am just simply lying on the surface of happiness.

My hand slowly, hesitatingly, climbs up and around him then hug him. As soon as he felt my arm around his, his hug became tighter. It was so tight that I was sure we can feel our heartbeats.

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Today is December 25

It has been almost, or maybe over, 3 months since Mark and I have been dating. Actually we are dating but we don't call it dating.

***BACK TO THAT DAY***

"Jennie you know what I like about you?" He's taking his turn to share.

I thought in my head. Because I'm skinny now?

"I like you because you're you," he ended it like that. It doesn't seems like he plan to continue them but from the face expression I'm making, he has no choice but to continue. "I like you before you even enter JYP Ent."

You mean.... when I was fat?

"You were straightforward. You called me handsome.."

I remember it. His name "Tuan" means handsome in Vietnamese.

"You weren't acting like you're trying to get my attention yet I was drawn to you. You didn't want to go on a diet because you know it's a lot of work. I find you cute like that. When we talk I feel compatible, funny, and chill. And when you were satisfied with how you look (fat or skinny), I liked you even more. What brought me to the conclusion that I like you was when you sing. You sang Heaven (by Ailee) and I thought you have the voice of an angel. I guess I can say I fell in love with the person who owns that voice because that voice speaks up for its owners personality. I knew you were nice and kind. I think that was what made me love you,"

I stared at him. Is he honestly.. honest? All these years I've been trying to be perfect only until now I found out that the person I like which likes me back for the me who was fat and ugly. It's not the feeling like all my hard work has drained away but its just so...

"Jennie dont cry.." Mark oppa tried to wipe my tears.

"I'm not.. I'm just----" I stopped myself to myself cry more. "I can't believe... you.. like...me... fat.. ugly... useless.. I thought.."

"No Jennie. Get rid of those thoughts. You're beautiful just the way you are. Everyday when I see you, since those days, my heart has been rushing for you. When you became skinny... I was amazed. Not by how you look but your determination to work hard for something and change your life. You're beautiful now and then,"

I tried to hold in my tears but I could barely do it.

"Stop crying or else I have to admit that you look ugly while doing so," he told, constantly wiping my tears. I looked up and glared at him. He was obviously playing with me. The staring and glaring game couldn't last long once Mark oppa left out a laugh. I lost to him and smiled.

His touch from my cheeks slowly left and reach for the string of hair that was in the way. I stare into his eyes to see what is his intention. He ignore mine and continue to comb my hair. I stopped thinking and just let my mind lose for him. You don't know how beautiful he is. His eyebrows are thick and his eyes are so warm-looking. Maybe it is the look that he is giving my hair that warms me up but still, this guy right here is looking at me with warmness. His nose runs down from those perfect eyebrows, all under that milky white skin. Now I'm jealous, his skin is more beautiful than mine.

"Jenn," I could barely hear him. His voice was so low that I thought it broke off. I looked at him but not at his eyes but at his lips. Dam boy... how can your lips be so pink? They're so full and moist that I couldn't resist myself from staring. But I stopped. I stopped staring once he smiles at me. I quickly look up at him and he was already looking at me. We held a 3 second staring contest but I lost immediately after, once I realize our faces are getting closer and closer.

Oh no. I'm not ready. What to do? Is he going to kiss me? No!! I don't know how to kiss. It will be so embarrassing!!

I didn't know what to do but to shut my eyes off and wait. Right away I can hear him chuckling. You're chuckling? I opened my eyes back but then he already pulled my head in. One hand grabbed the jacket and pull my body in, the other hand pulled my head in. Our lips were pushing and pulling in like a magnet.

I was shocked. My eyes literally screamed so loud. "Ma---" I grabbed his hoodie and tried to call his name but my lips were occupied.

(A/N: Can't describe the this part thoroughly bcuz i dont think Mark is that kind of person to do such... kiss LOL)

He was into the kiss. I tried to follow his mouth but half of me was already doing it on its own. I let my mind loose and let the lips do its job. How can I describe this... he was sucking in my lips. It was a kind of sensation that I never felt before. Our mouths were playing with the other. He fors one thing and I follow the next second. He smiles, I smile. I take a pause, he wouldn't stop. The shortness of breathe makes him pause every minute. He drop from his hand to my waist and we just kiss.

My first kiss.

With my first boyfriend, I had my first passionate first kiss.

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I can hear the birds are chirpping and the sun is rising. Slowly, I force my eyes to open. The moment I open my eyes, Mark oppa's face was right there. He is sleeping next to me peacefully. A couple hours ago, we were just talking; confessing everything that we wanted to tell each other. Time passed by so fast that we fell asleep on the bench without knowing we did.

I certainly can feel that I am closer to him now. I'm not nervous to touch him anymore. I can just flow down my finger along with his facial structures without any reason.

Until he grabs my hand which had me surprised.

"You slept well?" He asked, putting my hand on his cheek and rubs it against him.

"Ye..yeah," I stuttered. Well obviously since you're lying next to me.

He chuckled. "I like you too,"

He surprised me again. He needs to stop randomly saying he likes me because it makes my inside burn every times he says it.

"Uh.. we should get up now and return to our dorm--- I mean YOUR dorm,"

He laughed. "Alright, let's go." He stood up.

"Wait-" I stop him, "So.. are we..." I glance up at him, hoping he would get the message so that I don't have to say it.

"Are we...?" He repeated me.

I looked down to our hands that were holding tight. How can I say this?

Mark oppa squat down, kneeling one of his knee, and tried to get me look at him. "Jennie-ah, I like you and you know that. But the thing is, we're idols. Especially in JYP, we're not allowed to date,"

My eyes got tense.

"We ARE dating." He stated. I looked at him in confusion. Didn't he said we can't date few seconds ago? "We're dating but not dating. Let's just be like how we were before. We joke around, we mess around, we can take care of each other and we can give each other looks because that's all normal for us. We've been doing that since we first met. Just act normal. When someone ask, just say 'No, we're just really close friends' but deep down we know that we're dating and that we're more than just friends. That's all that matters. And when my dating ban is over and when it seems like the time is right, I will clarify the situation,"

I carefully listen to him and it doesn't sound bad. I mean we can be caring for each other and say "we're just friends" fine because thats what we've been doing so far. Even JYP knows this and I don't think he minds. Of course, sooner or later he will ask us if we're dating and we can still say no because... we're not. We're just 2 friends that like each other a lot.

But somehow, his words sound more like a proposal. With him kneeling down to me, holding my hand like it's a baby, lightly patting it, making all these plans and saying stuff like "when the time is right, I will clarify the situation" makes it sound like he is saying "One day, I will propose to you."

EEEEPP!!! I'm thinking ahead too much now.

"How does that sound?" He asked me.

Good. I look at him. With his puppy eyes I can't say no. "Sounds great."

He laughed in relieved. He stood up but then bend down to kiss my forehead. I drop my butt back down once he kissed me. I'm comfortable with him but this.. this.. is different.

"Hehee..." he laughed. I couldn't do anything but blush. I'm pretty sure he's laughing at me right now.

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***PRESENT - THREE MONTHS LATER***

That was what happened. Mark oppa and I are dating yet we're not dating. It's like that song "Some" by Soyou sunbaenim and Junggigo sunbaenim. Our relationship is kind of like that.

Today is my birthday, December 25. Today is also Christmas. My members and I have been practicing hard and working hard since 7 in the morning. Of course, they did not forget my birthday. Even though we have the Christmas off, we're still practicing because there is nothing better to do.

"Guys?" A staff of our company called us.

We stopped the music.

"JYP is asking for you guys. He's in his office right now. He would like to talk to you," he said.

"Oh. Thank you for letting us know," Aiden oppa represented us and we bowed to him.

"I didn't think JYP would work today," Kevin oppa said, grabbing us water and towel to wipe ourselves.

I catch myself a bottle of water and pour it in my mouth. It was as refreshing as ever.

"I wonder what he wanted to talk to us about," Sora said. We talked together to his office, entering the elevator.

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"WHAT!?!" We yelled.

"W-when??" Ahna unni yelled.

"What!?" Nelson oppa repeated.

"NEXT YEAR!? That's only 6 days away!" Luis oppa exclaimed.

"What do you guys think? I think it would be a great day. How about February 14? A perfect day to debut the CRAZY8," JYP smiled, entwining his fingers and place them on his lips.

"February 14..?" I said. That's Valentines Day.

"Oh by the way Jennie, Happy Birthday," he smiled.

"Ah.. thank you," I bowed to him.

"So what do you guys think? Let's debut next year. I have your songs, your concept, your album and your music video-- everything is planned out,"

We hesitated. Debuting is great but it seems like none of us wanted to debut yet.

"Uhm... are you sure? I don't think we've been trained long enough," Aiden oppa talked for us.

"It's true you guys haven't trained long enough but compare to my other trainees, your bonds and preparation as well as team work is far beyond. Being an idol is a hands-on job. You get to practice. You ARE practicing while you are an idol," JYP's sitting position changed. He sat up straight and leaned towards us.

"Uh...." Aiden oppa looked at us. He knows us. He can already tell that we're not ready for that debut yet without even looking at us. "JYP... May I request for a few more years until we debut?"

JYP didn't answer us right away. I too felt that it was reckless to decline his decision for our group like that.

"May I ask why? Your reason? Because it seems to me that Aiden is not the only one who think like that,"

We looked at each other and one by one decided to talk.

"To be honest, we wanted to be more than just an idol-performing-group," Aiden started.

"Yeah. We want to be able to compose our own songs, if not then just participate in rearranging our songs is also fine," Kaein (Kevin) oppa told him.

"Most of us want to participate in that area. We want to really 'make music'. I don't think right now we're at that level yet. I think we would be more satisfied if one day we can debut and sing our own song that we worked hard on," Ahna (A.N) unni added.

"So like to make it simple, we want to be independent, or just trying to be independent," Nelson (Zync) oppa said, "I too want to try reaaranging music and making them. I'm sure all of us want make more meaningful music and practice more at it. Especially Aiden, Jennie, A.N, and Semra who want to improve more in their singing and the rest of us in rapping. I think we need more time,"

"Thanks for the offer JYP, but our team wants more practices and become better," Semra unni said and bowed to him as an apology. The rest of us follow and apologize to him.

JYP didn't say anything. He let us keep on bowing to him while he sits and think. I bet he is mad right now. "Well..."

We stop bowing and stood back up.

"If that is what you want then I can't stop you. Actually, I admire you. You guy have the determination to be better and do your best in what you do and I feel very proud to have you in my company. You guys are like my children. To hear that you want to aim for a more challenging goal and that you don't care about how long it will take makes me feel relieve. I'm glad I took you guys in," he complimented us. To be honest, this is probably the most compliment we ver heard from him. "Alright. I'll keep you guys under my trainning roof for a few more years," he paused and squinted his eyes at us. I can totally see that brain inside his head are working. "If you guys want.... I'll be happy to provide you guys with more opportunities to reach your goals," he smiled.

Wait. What did he just say? Is he going to let us learn composing and arranging music? IS THAT WHAT HE IS SAYING?

"Any of my staff there?" He called the desk. The way he said it sounded like he's not mad. "Please make schedules for the CRAZY8 trainees to learn about music. They will be taking classes that are mandatory in order to make music themselves." He hung up the call.

We dropped our mouths. "You serious?"

"I'm serious. Your debut will be postponed and I will wait for that day when you to show me that you know what you're doing," he smiled.

"THANK YOU SO MUCH!!" We all yelled happily.

"Oh by the way. Ahna, Semra, Sora and Jennie. I know you guys want to learn to make music too but I was wondering if you guys would like to participate in a Survival Show called Sixteen. My plan A was to debut you guys but as a CEo I always have a plan B anf my plan B is to debut a girl group. I know you guys will be debuting with the guys too but I still wanted to ask if you girls wanted to participate."

"Sixteen?" Semra unni repeated.

"What is a Survival Show?" Ahna unni asked.

"A survival show is a show that would have a company's trainees participate and ... it's like an audition. You perform and show your talents and I will be the judge, judging you on your skills and improvements. Since it is a survival show, the last ranks will be kick out of the show and the rest would continue to the next round. Of course, you would still be my trainees but you will be eliminated in the show. Doing this would help you getting your names and faces out their for people to see. Would you like to do that?

We hesitated, again. I don't know about the unnies but I am out. I'm scared of stuff like this. Competing especially against the other trainees. They're too skilled for me.

"Uhm.... For me," Sora spoke up, "I would like to decline--"

"Yeah! Me too," Semra unni said.

"Me three," Ahna unni added.

"Me four," I ended the roll call.

"Rather than competiting, I want to keep on practicing here and learn how to compose music. If I attend the Show, I don't think I will have enough time. Plus, with the extra classes, I will be even more busy than before," Sora explained it for us.

JYP nodded as if he saw that coming, "I knew you guys would say that. It was just a mandatory thing to ask. Alright, you guys can go back to practice--- Actually, for the first time, I will be forcing my trainees to stop practicing. Its Christmas, I should at least do this. Go take a shower and take today off. You guys practice pretty much 365 days already, I'll be Santa and make it 364 days. Don't forget to close the door,"

"Yes. Thank you!" We bowed him and left.

We left the room, entering the elevator and once the door closes, we lit up the elevator. We started dancing like we're in the club. It was so hard that I can feel the elevator shaking and had trouble pulling us up.

"THIS IS LIIIIIIIT!!!" Kevin oppa screamed.

Once the door opens we set ourselves back to normal. "That was fun," we agreed and walked out as if we didn't turn up seconds ago.

===TO BE CONTINUED===

FINALLY!

WE ARE not DONE! There will be another chapter ahead--why?--- because its GOT7 therefor I thought 70 would be nice so previewing chapter 70: Everyone gather up for Christmas/Jennie's Bday/ Jin (BTS)'s Bday/ V (BTS)'s Bday Day! Time will be traveling fast into the future (aka. Right now for us) and the truth will be revealed. And of course, a happy ending.

SO:

1) Please comment and tell me which type of genre of book you guys would like to see. I feeling towards the second option (if you guys didn't read it then scroll to the top) because there are less complicated stuff for me to write and it sounds like I will be less lazy knowing I have to write it.

2) Have you guys heard of KARD? When I first heard the name of that group will be out, I was shocked because boiiiiiiiii KARD?? CRAZY8? They both have the Card concept. To be honest I was going to name Jennie's group in here 8CARDS or WILDCARD but I didn't and I'm glad I didn't because we would have had some CopyRights issues (LMAO jk). THEN when I heard its a Co-Ed (mix boys and girls) group I dropped everything because it is so much like CRAZY8 in here. Except KARD formed and work together for like fee months while CRAZY8 have been bestfriends since 8th grade (for some). THEN when I heard their song and their concept I was like "Its either I can predict the future or this is an extreme level of coincidence," because KARD is like literally CRAZY8 (my imaginary group). From their name to concept to music to members to havig foreign members to songs to sing their song in English to genre to friendship bond is just so similar. Like you guys already BTS and GOT7 and how they look like or how they act like, KARD is the version of CRAZY8 (except KARD has 4 members and CRAZY8 has 8). But damm..... I'm glad there's a group like KARD though because I think their uniqueness and coolness will help them gain fame.