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September 23

Dear Jimin,

I decided to start writing you letters...Not that I would have the guts to ever give them to you. So they shall remain my own, private letters addressed to you. Haha wow, super original right?

Maybe I should introduce myself, because you probably don't know me. Hi, I'm (name), and I'm in the same class as you, but you probably don't notice me. I mean I just moved here two months ago, and in those two months, I haven't really done anything to stand out. I also just so happen to live across the street from you, perhaps you saw the moving vans two months ago, perhaps you don't care, but I don't know. 

But I do know that this probably weird because we have never really  met, but I feel like I know you well. I have been watching you. Wait, that sounded creepy. Let me reword that. You are just someone that attracts attention, and my eyes can't help but be drawn for you, and I can literally tell you that it is not just me. You have this personality and aura about you. You are charismatic, but humble. Handsome, but cute. Although you may not be doing many sports due to your prosthetic leg, you are still pretty fit. You're just someone who snags people's attention with out intending to. You are always there to help out your friends when they are in need. In fact, you would be ready to help anyone who needs assistance. You're super empathetic, and you do things for others with out them even asking you. Like that time you brought a coffee for a friend because you knew that they had stayed up the night before to finish a project. Or that time you brought in snacks when everyone was feeling down. Or even when you decorated the whole classroom for the holidays by yourself so that we would be surprised when we came in the next day. \

 I am not meaning to set you up on a pedestal or anything, but ya, I really think that you are all that, and I'm sure many others will agree. Wow, this is getting pretty weird I feel like I'm confessing me feelings to you in this non-letter... but you won't ever read this anyways.

Why am I writing this letter again?... I guess I was just really bored I guess. I don't really have anything to do... I guess writing this "non letter" (I'm calling this a non-letter cause I know I won't send this) is just to feel like I have a friend to talk to, and tell things to.

Anyways, I guess that about wraps it up. I guess thanks for listening to me old friend,

(Name)

October 03

Hey Jimin,

Well today was an eventful day wasn't it... Well as awkward as anything could EVER be. Well... um... I mean you lived it, so do I really need to tell you?... Okay, well I guess yes. I spilled my coffee on you this morning... I'M SOOOOOOOOOO SORRY. Even though you assured me that it was fine, and that you had an extra shirt in your locker I felt so bad. I also took your shirt home to wash it. I hope you don't mind, and must I emphasis exactly how SORRY I am. I have tried my best to wash out the coffee stains, and I will return the shirt to you ASAP.... ohhhhh I am so embarrassed. I should really keep this short. I'm so sorry! 

Well I guess you know my name now... but definitely it isn't for the reason why I want you to know me. Please don't call me coffee spill girl... Once again I'm sorry. I hope I get the stain out. I just put your shirt in the was. Not to sound like a creep, but minus the coffee smell, your shirt smells great.

(Name)

October 15

Jimin,

You have been extremely nice to me the past week. On Wednesday when I came to school when it started raining half way on my way here, I came in soaking. You did the cliché handing of the towel when you noticed that my hair was wet, the giving me your gym uniform, the giving the girl the umbrella before running off into the rain after school. And I have to say that the packed lunches have been delicious, such a change from my normal bland vegetables and smoothies.

I don't know what I did to make you interested in me. Why are you being so nice to me. I'm the girl that no one notices, the one that no one cares about. And I'm fine with that. I really just wanted to experience the normal typical high school life. I don't want to pop in and be in someone's life when I know that I won't be around long enough... You being so nice to me kind of makes me wonder if you remember me... but I mean you probably haven't... it's too much for me to hope for. Anyways would probably make you hate me.

But, I swear if it is the coffee stain, and you are trying to get revenge on me for that. I promise that the coffee spill was a honest mistake. You know when some people get extra nice, to trap their enemies. Is your plan to trap me in your trap of honeyed sweet words? Because I'm afraid it might be working again.

(Name)

November 09

Jimin,

Let me just say that I really, REALLY wanted to say no. But, the way you hesitantly took my hand in yours, meeting my eyes, flashing me a small, sweet smile before you confessed...I couldn't control my mouth from saying yes. 

Jimin, believe me. I ran through the situation so many times in my head before you actually confessed. I mean who doesn't with the guy they like. The situation where I fling my arms around you, and you pick me off the floor and twirl me around. Or the situation where you confess under the stars while we are lying together on a picnic blanket... just so many scenarios I have played out in my head.  

But all those times, it ended with me trying to find a way to turn you down in the nicest way possible. The hesitant no, the gentle break away, the looking back over the shoulder. 

But when it actually happened I didn't factor in the possibility that my heart would rule over my head in that moment. In that moment when we were together standing in the gazebo behind the gym, the rain softly pattering down on the tin roof, only a little quieter than your soft, gentle voice, my heart is what moved my lips. And when you hugged me excitedly, and ran off celebrating, your friends coming rushing out from the gym where they were eavesdropping to come and congratulate you, I felt a tear run down my cheek. Because I know that all I'm going to do is hurt you again. And this time I wouldn't be able to make up for it.

(Name)



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A/n

Hello lovely human beans~

It has been a while since I posted a chapter... I apologize ಥ_ಥ

I'm excited to post the next two chapters... personally because Jimin is by bias, and I really wanted to do his chapters well, but I don't know if I have done it right or not... but I hope you enjoy!

Peace out.