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Third person P.O.V

Jimin was packing his almost-packed bag while crying. After hearing the same news from Yoongi, he didn't shout, he didn't push him.... just locked himself in the room and cried till his tears dried up. He was feeling so guilty for leaving Taehyung alone for that damn job. But nothing could change... at least that's what he thought.

"Jimin... please open the door." He heard the same voice that he wanted to avoid the most. He can't deny the fact that in previous days, Yoongi did attract him, the way he showed his love to him, the way he cared, all the things that led his heart to flutter at the thought of accepting his proposal... even he started to think about accepting.

But when all the secrets started to come in front of his eyes.. his heart started to push back his thoughts.

After confirming that all of his belongings are packed inside the small bag, he opened the door with the bag hanging on his shoulder.

"W- where are you going?" Jimin heard him stuttering for the first time in months. But he had to ignore that fact.

"I am going back to Busan....and here take it." He handed an envelope to Yoongi, who took that with a heavy heart.. having an idea that what possibly that could be.

"I am resigning from the job. I will leave both apartments as soon as I go back there. Besides all the things....... Thanks for supporting me. Kindly don't try to stop me or chase me if you actually care about me." Jimin said trying to sound stern but couldn't as he was sniffing. He looked up at Yoongi with teary eyes and smiled.

"I won't stop you. I- I don't have the right to do so. Yet my feelings are true for you and will remain the same until you return to me. You are always welcome as I am never ever gonna let your place be filled by someone else." Yoongi smiled while Jimin was still looking deeply into his eyes.

"I just wish... that one day you come back... to me." A sadness-filled voice was enough to make Jimin cry more but he controlled himself...

I don't love him... then why i am feeling like that? What is this feeling? I can't love the person who is the brother of a murderer... murderer of my Taehyung. No.... don't let him see your this side Jimin.

He scolded himself for falling on the other's words. He quickly wiped his tears harshly with his sleeves and gave his former boss a glare.

"I wish... we never see each other again..." With that, he slightly bumped into Yoongi's shoulder as he was on his way... and stomped out of the mansion.

Yoongi took big steps behind him but stopped at the main door, watching the retreating back of the other. His eyes couldn't wait for enough and soon started to flow the tears, that were held for so long.

Jungkook was watching him from a little distance and he could see the love his Hyung was holding for the blond. He was feeling more guilty... not for ruining his own love but for ruining his brother's life as well.

How can I forgive myself?

Guilt was eating him up but thanks to his caring Hyungs, who never left him alone. He saw Yoongi coming back with heavy steps, hand strongly clutching the envelope, trying to get out his frustration on that paper.

"I am sorry... I ruined your life too... I am really sorry Hyung." He said with an ashamed look. Yoongi just smiled and hugged him tightly, it's like he wanted to do so... well he actually wanted to do so to comfort his throbbing heart.

"No... it's ok. It's our fate Jungkook. We used to hurt people and that's the thing coming back to us... but in a more painful way." He mumbled while hugging his brother who just nodded slightly... 

Maybe, the older one was right.

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"Please just meet him once... Please Jiniee" Namjoon was pleading in front of Jin. Right now they were in Jin's apartment. He used to live alone and Namjoon knew his address. It was an off day for Jin and when Jungkook get to know that, he pleaded with Namjoon that he wants to meet Jin.

"I don't want to, whenever I see him... his broken promises come into my mind, and then Taehyung's smiling face... I can't." Jin sighed in a low voice as he kept walking towards his room. Namjoon grabbed his wrist, halting him in his tracks.

"He is guilty."

"So what? Being guilty can't bring him back." Now, his voice was full of anger.

"For me... please.. just this once." Namjoon pleaded again.

"Fine! I am doing that.. so you don't blame yourself anymore." Jin felt defeated and turned back to face him completely. Namjoon quickly gave him his dimple smile and instead of thanking him, he kissed Jin's hand that he was holding. Jin was surprised once again but didn't say anything. Namjoon quickly left the room and called for Jungkook, who was waiting in his car for permission to enter.

"H-Hyung?" He stuttered when he saw Jin standing, back facing the entrance of the door.

Jin slowly moved to face him... his face was showing no emotion... no care unlike before. Jungkook slowly moved and stand in front of him with his head was hanging low in guilt.

"What do you want to say? Just say and leave." The doctor said with anger laced voice and Jungkook looked up with teary eyes.

"F- forgive me Hyung. I know, this time I don't deserve forgiveness but still, I can't take this.. you always showed your love for me.. your care. I can't see you like that. You are like an elder brother to me.. just like Yoongi hyung. Please Hyung, don't be mad anymore. You can punish me.. curse me.. beat me... just don't stay like that. I can't bear it... I can't." He was crying while saying those words.

"I- I am feeling more than just guilty for not keeping my promise... for not keeping hi-him safe. I can't bring him back but I can keep you beside me as his true brother. Please... forgive me.. just punish me in other ways.. not like this... please." Jungkook fell to his knees and grabbed one of Jin's hands and pleaded. Jin was also crying by now... silently.

"You are right..." Jungkook looked up at his words.

"You are right that you can't bring him back.. and that's the truth which is hurting me more," Jin mumbled in a low voice and Jungkook closed his eyes to let his tears flow more frequently.

"I really took you as my younger brother as well. I am bound to you no matter what.. because I am grateful for your help in times when I was alone. But the fact that you made him suffer for something he didn't even do... make me more hurt. You had no idea in what conditions I saw him. He always suffered but never told anyone." Jin continued with a small smile.. remembering Taehyung's bubbly nature.

"He really loves you... and he never wanted to see you hurt. Just for him... I am forgiving you Jungkook. But please don't expect me to be like we used to.. it might take a while to totally overcome this unforgettable grief." Jin compiled as he could see the hurt and guilt in Jungkook's eyes. The way the great mafia boss was pleading and feeling guilty... that was enough sign to show how much he was hurt... how much he was suffering. How much he loved that angel.

Hearing Jin's words, Jungkook looked up in disbelief.

"Hy-ung? Do you?? R-really?" He asked in between his hiccups, and Jin smiled a bit, using his other free hand to help him stand up and wipe his tear-stained cheeks softly. He nodded with the same small smile and Jungkook didn't waste any second and hugged him tightly... Jin hugged him back.

"Thanks... Thanks, a lot Hyung for giving me another chance.. thanks a lot." Jungkook mumbled, overwhelmed by the whole situation, a little bit of a huge burden was left off of his soul which made him feel less suffocated than before. Namjoon was standing in the doorway, listening to whole conversation and crying with a smile.

No doubt... he is like an angel just like Taehyung. So precious to protect...

He thought and when Jin saw him, both exchanged a smile with teary eyes.

Jungkook pulled back and wiped his remaining tears and hold Jin's hands again.

"Can you do me a favor Hyung? L-last one.. please.. don't deny." Jin just nodded his head.

"Please come with me.. live with us in the mansion. Yoongi hyung left us and I want you beside me. Because you are just like him... please." He again pleaded, his eyes once again glistening and Jin was hesitant to say anything when Namjoon jumped in.

"Why not Jungkook? You go first, I will take him with me." Namjoon said and Jungkook quickly nodded with a smile and left, saying that he will be waiting for both. Everything happened so fast that Jin couldn't protest. Once Jungkook left, he glared at Namjoon who was sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck.

He opened his mouth to say something but Namjoon quickly hushed him by placing his finger on his lips. Jin froze at his action, eyes opened bigger like a saucer... heart beating so fast...

"Don't say anything... we should stay together to share our grief and happiness. I know you must be crying every night... and I want to be close to you to not let these precious tears fall from your beautiful eyes. We are going.... we all can overcome this together. Ok?" Namjoon's voice was deep yet his words were so touching that Jin just nodded in a daze... being affected by his words..... so much.

Namjoon retracted his finger, with no nervousness, no confusion. He smiled brightly and went to Jin's room to help him in packing. Jin just followed him like a puppy... a lost one.

Namjoon helped him while Jin was just stealing glances at him. It was the opposite that this time Jin dropped many things as his eyes were more focused on Namjoon.

Beautiful eyes?

He shook his head to clear any kind of thought when Namjoon declared that everything is done. Even the drive to Jungkook's mansion was silent.

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Baekhyun and Chanyeol were standing outside till the doctors took their time to calm Taehyung. He wasn't shouting or screaming... just crying.

"He is calmer than before... and I think you should talk to him." The doctor informed and Baekhyun nodded. Looking back at Chanyeol, his most trusted man and more like his best friend, he nodded his head..a gesture to follow him.

Taehyung was sitting, his back leaning on the metal headboard. His eyes were closed but still, tears were falling down his cheeks.... remembering and regretting some things.

Why he didn't listen to me? Did he never trust me? Anyone can fall for those fake pictures... I can't blame him fully. I shouldn't have lied to him in the first place.

But his mind diverted his attention to another topic...

How I ended up here? Who are they?

He started to panic inside but soon the door opened after a knock. It wasn't long after he heard steps coming toward him. He was feeling insecure, afraid, and more uncomfortable due to the fact he couldn't even see. When the steps reached nearer, he opened his eyes on impulse but when nothing came in front of his vision causing him to bite his lips harshly... slightly shuffling on the bed.. he tried to sit in a more protective manner.

Both males noticed his attempt to secure himself and they knew that it's common to react like that in a new environment. Baekhyun stepped forward and took a seat on the chair beside the bed. After sighing he started a bit carefully and politely.

"Hey boy. Um... I am Baekhyun and with me is my friend Chanyeol. First of all, I want to tell you... don't be afraid of us. We are not bad people." He said while keeping a close eye on the new boy but Taehyung was still uneasy because of his lack of vision.

"I want you to stay relaxed, don't depress yourself with so many thoughts. You went through two major surgeries and your body is still weak. So please don't be afraid of us. If you can relax, I will tell you everything." He stated with a calm tone and saw Taehyung's confused expression once he completed.

Two surgeries? How?

"Can I?" Baekhyun asked for confirmation after a while and Taehyung hesitantly nodded. He wanted to know, he wanted to know everything that led him there, to an unknown place.

"Thanks for trusting. I won't ask your name now.. you can tell us whenever you are feasible. For now, let me tell you our side of the story." He said and Chanyeol also took a seat on the couch. When Taehyung didn't respond, Baekhyun sighed and started again.

"The day you ran into that accident, I was passing by that road. I took you to the hospital and that's the time you went through your first surgery... back of your head was injured badly but thank God your brain wasn't much injured. I had to come here back and we waited for your family but no one came till the whole day passed. And when no one came searching for you, I took you with me here... as I can't leave you there in such a condition." He said in a soft tone... and saw a change in Taehyung's expression.

I remember now. I was hit by a car... but he didn't search for me?? N-no one searched for me?

He felt a pang in his heart at the fact. He felt alone again, no actually he was left alone again... but his mind caught other words as well.

Where am I then?

He slowly moved his head up, trying to face the person talking with him and Baekhyun noticed what he must be trying to ask.

"We are in England and after your heart transplant, you just woke up today... after whole two months," Baekhyun informed him and Taehyung thought that his world had stopped.... his eyes widened in horror.

Heart transplant?? Two months????

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Assalam o alaikum beauties. Hope this chapter wasn't much boring. Yup, it's two months time gap... and all the events I mentioned above (Jungkook's mansion, etc) all happened in that time period. Hope.. it's not much confusing 😅