You're gone
I hope you miss me
I still question if I missed you

I honestly can't tell, it was so sudden , it wasn't a thing where we could tell, no

It was a stab almost
Sharp ,sudden ,hurtful

You left me there
And watched me bleed out
All of me
Slowly draining

All of us
Pouring on the floor
All the memories
All the feelings
Dripping off the knife

Did it hurt?
When you watched everything die

Everything that was once warm
Thriving and pumping
To turn to just a big red puddle
Drying on the floor

Did it hurt ?
When you saw him trying to stitch me back up

Does it hurt?
To see the stain being wiped away slowly

All I see is light
The light of the operating room
All I feel are his warm hands
Trying to fix me

I can't be dead
Because I can feel the needle in my arm
With all the life being slowly pumped back in

You're gone
And the only thing that reminds me of you
Is the cold table

Cold
Like the knife
Like the floor
Like you.

I almost died
And I wonder if you died too