Fall is starting soon.
Even though its still blazing hot outside, I still think it feels somewhat cooler. The coldness of of all the summer fun drifting away.

Don't get me wrong I like fall a lot. Who wouldn't? With all the pretty colored trees, way oversized sweaters, and the fall scented candles

But I love summer
I love the freedom

I love how I can wear whatever I want. I love how I can see whoever I want, I love how I can do whatever I want.

I love the heat, its like I was made for it. I hate cold and the bitterness with it.

So yes I am sad about summer ending.

But what I am most sad about is school starting. This school year I start tons of different things. And I'm honestly at my breaking point. I really can't take this much longer. Its a countdown basically until my good life  and reputations of being perfect and smart crumbles

And I hate it.