I haven't had closure yet. My phones don't support the adobe needed to read the last pages of homestuck so I'm constantly screaming beCAUSE I NEED IT. THE FEELING OF GOING THROUGH THE REQUESTS IS THE BEST THING EVER THOUGH.

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You knew about Karkat's depression and you were determined to help him through anything. That's why when Karkat messaged you that one night you instantly went around to his so-called 'hive'. You spent about four hours just holding his fragile form in your arms and cooing sweet nothings to him. It became a regular thing, him calling you when he needed help and you rushing over to be the help.

Over time Karkat realised that it wasn't the help he called you for, it was you. You were the drug he couldn't shake. You made him forget his worries and you didn't mind him using you for that. Karkat did not want you to think he was only using you. As quickly as he figured out he needed you, he realised he was flushed for you. It was a welcome feeling, it made the pain of his depression get just a little easier because he realised you had placed yourself under his shoulder so he could lean on you. The more he thought about how he loved you the stronger he felt about telling you. If you rejected him, you had a kind heart so you would let him down easily. If you accepted him... Well he didn't know just yet but he would figure it out at some point.

On a Monday Karkat had the strong urge to jump out of his window. It was a stupid feeling and he knew it. He would definitely die if he jumped out of the window he was thinking of. He couldn't leave you behind... Could he? No! _______ told him to call her if he ever felt this way so he did. He called you and sobbed to you over the phone while you sped to his hive. Once there you slammed the door open and embraced him to your chest. Comforting was when you knew he was safe so you were happy to be there he was safe in your arms. You would help him beat down his depression. You were determined to do so.

You kissed the top of his head.

"There, there. It's OK now, I'm here, I'll help you. Lean on me. I'll take care of you, you're safe here, right here in my arms." Karkat nods and tightens his grip on your shirt. Said shirt was starting to be stained with his red tinted tears.

"I'm flushed for you." He says as quietly as he can, hoping you don't hear it, but for you the words are as clear as if he had said them through a megaphone. You grip tightens on him as you kiss his forehead and then cheek.

"Flushed for you too my brave troll."

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Omg so active.

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