Marcia's POV

I must admit. I was a bit agitated. Seems like every problem I have, Jessica try's to outdo me with something on her part. She shouldn't try to win in a game of "who's life is worst" because there's no point in trying to tell somebody you understand when you don't. "I was raped by my dad when I was five" no, you aren't supposed to relate to people about stuff like that. 

"Tell me more about your past" Jessica said 

"There's not a lot I like to tell" I sighed 

"Who have you trusted with your story?" She questioned 

"John, my manager and Paul, I've talk about it around George, Ringo and Brian but I haven't told them everything" I shrugged

"John's really over protective of you" Jessica said in a disbelief type tone

"He gets jealous, tempered easily. I guess he just doesn't like losing people in his life, he's very discouraged that way" I bit my lip and looked up at the sky 

"That's good really, it means he doesn't want to lose you" She smiled. 

"I guess" I sighed 

"There's this story that when you and John started dating that your uncle tried sexually abusing you in front of John, but then John practically beat him to a pulp, is that true?" She asked

I sat still. Remembering that day. John had beat him to a pulp and then my uncle never stepped a foot near me again. Bad memories started flashing back, all the rough, painful, morbid sexual things he would have me do flooded back into my thoughts. And that flooded caused leaks, that caused more rain, that turned into my tears. 

"Marcia?" 

"I...I don't want..to talk about it" my body shook rapidly, Jessica looked overly concerned and tried placing a hand on my shoulder but instead I moved back swiftly

I got up and ran off, again. Far as I could manage. I didn't want to be around anybody. It was happening. These odd moods in which I did things that I couldn't control, not like murder that's too far fetched. More like my decision making would be all wrong and my thinking wouldn't compute. 

The last thing I herd before I was swallowed up by the dark night was Jessica, yelling for John, and running off to find him. 

Written by Hannah