Marcia's POV

"John..?" I said softly, John was breathing heavily with his back turned to me 

"Yes angel?" John was still faced to the wall 

"I guess you do really cause me a lot of pain" I looked at my hands and sniffled softly 

"No love, I don't want too" John now turned to face me 

"Well what she said sounded pretty convincing" I sighed 

"Don't believe her, I'd never leave you" John stepped closer but I took a step back

"Why were you strangling her?" My voice was soft, I did my best to to provoke John any further 

"I was angry with what she said, I couldn't help it" John rubbed the back of his neck and I bit my lip 

"I don't want to commit suicide" I let out a small sob but did my best to suck it back 

"Nobody wants you too" John stepped closer again 

"You mean more to me then I mean to you" I now had my eyes locked on the sight of my feet, in which John's came into the picture as he lifted my head up

"You do mean a lot to me, I love you" John said softly 

"I can't take all this information" I let out another sob, but didn't try to hold my tears back 

"Now at least we know what not to do wrong" John wrapped his arms around me, pulling me to his chest 

"I just want it to go away" I cried now, on John's chest. He swayed with me slowly and as I started to drift off, he placed me in bed then gave me a kiss on the forehead, before he left. 

Written by Hannah