Song: "Let me down slowly" By Alec Benjamin

Blank. What everyone was feeling right now was a blank space in their mind.

They rushed down the stage with blank minds. No one wanted to talk to anyone. Not even with each other. They were totally devastated about what happened on the stage in front of thousands of fans. 

They knew that from now on everything will go downhill. Their hard work, sleepless nights, amounts of sweat had become valueless. And it's because of only one person... Park Jimin. Because of him they're going to get degraded. No one knew what was coming next.

They strolled towards the dressing room hastily while pulling off the mic off their ears. Their manager came in front handing Namjoon his phone which he took hastily. After some discussion on the phone he gave back the phone to the manager and turned to the boys.

"We are called off for few days and we're asked not to accept any calls from anyone for the mean time."

Honestly, no one cared. They were too exhausted emotionally to even register the sentences Namjoon said. Namjoon understood them but he was the leader. He has to take responsibility for them. So he started to make way out of the halls towards the parking lot where their vans were ready to take them home. Home. Where seven boys lived happily until one  decided to betray them and completely wrecked their home. Home. Where they were going to hide because one of them decided to embarrass them as plagiarizing cheaters.

They were hurt badly. They wanted some time to heal themselves. Jungkook was frozen on the spot. So Namjoon just patted his back to tell him to walk and with other hand he gestured Taehyung to follow. They were torn apart. Namjoon knew that their maknae line was pretty close. So they were most definitely more hurting.

Moreover the least they wanted now was to see Jimin. Where was he? No one cares. He better stay away because he can possibly be murdered if comes in contact with any of them...

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He didn't know where he was going. He was just following where his steps were taking him. His steps were getting heavy and breathing ragged.

He was limping a little as on his run outside the halls he lost one of his shoe somewhere. But he didn't care about that. Because he knew no prince Charming was coming to look for him...

Some abandoned shrads of "no one knows what" had pierced through his soft skin making him limp a little. His phone was going off continually. But he couldn't hear it. Because the scenario of concert hall was playing in his mind.

He remembered how that so called proofs against him made them completely change their minds. He remembered the disgust in the members' eyes he never witnessed before. And that was for him! He witnessed how his Kookie and TaeTae looked at him with bitter hatred.

The voices in the concert hall kept replaying in his head like a broken radio. And he knew it was not going to stop.

"Cheater"

"BETRAYER"

"Leave the band!"

"Go die!"

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He embarrassed his band. His members. His friends. His parents. Their fans. Everyone! But he still trying to remember with his blank mind... What he did??

With heavy steps he had arrived to the destination. Sure. It was his destination now. On his way here people eyed him as they recognized the idol singer and gave him the look of utter disgust or hatred. He just knew then no one will listen to him. He has just lost the battle.

With eyes blurring his vision due to his constantly flowing tears and shaking hand he took out his chiming phone.

He just blinked two three times to clear his blurry vision too tired to even wipe his sore eyes.

He looked at the notifications. Several calls from his parents, some from Bang PD and some from Taemin. None from Kookie, Taehyung or any other member.

He just smiled at it. Hell, he didn't even know why was he laughing. It's just pathetic. His life is just pathetic. No one by his side. Left all alone to solve this misery.

So he just tapped on one contact he knew that the person will listen to whatever he has to say. So instead of calling option he tapped on the message icon and typed a simple message.

"Goodbye...."

He smiled again. And loosened his hold on his phone and let it drop. With a little surging emotions in his chest he started climbing the railings of that vast bridge.

He eyed the water below as he was hanging from the edge holding on to the railings for support which was going to last for few moments. The water had the waving reflection of the moon above. He glanced up at the moon and a lone tear escaped his pretty brown eyes for the last time.

He was a just taking a moment to take in his every last time. It definitely wasn't how he planned. But still he had to take a moment to remember all the good times he spent with the members, his family, his friends...

"I just wish this could be better...", he whispered to himself before letting go of his hold on the railings.......

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Ayyo beautiful saramis,
It's Pabo author nim again.. This might be little triggering. But yup... Wait until the next chapter. Until then...

I purple you.💜