A/N; if he actually considers leaving his hair like this i am suing who tf does this bean stock tHINK HE HIS

hot diggity damn my emotions are everywhere bc of this picture thx dan i appreciate it

did anyone else notice how huge his hand is compared to his phone like ?? so many triggers in this picture blocked & reported

"What did he want?" Dan interrogated the second your head popped in the door, a hint of jealousy in his tone.

Should you lie to him? That's the best idea, he would go insane if you told him what you and PJ actually discussed.

Especially if he found out that you forgot to mention you and Dan were now together.

You wanted to squeeze it into the conversation somehow, but you couldn't bring yourself to doing it. Of course your feelings for PJ were no longer romantic, but you couldn't let go of your friendship that simply. PJ was an important part of your life.

"Um, just wanted to catch up is all. Nothing to be worried about." You brushed him off, quickly pecking his cheek and plopping beside him.

"Are you sure?" Dan's voice cracked in uncertainty, making you frown. You could tell how badly it bothered Dan that you talked to him, knowing that he was self conscious ever since the argument you got into over PJ. You felt guilt build up inside of you as you nodded your head.

Lying wasn't going to get you anywhere, but it had to do for now until you were ready to admit what you really talked about.

"If I wanted to be with anyone else do you really think I would say yes to a nerd who nearly had vanilla ice cream go up his nose and still asked me out after nearly weeing ourselves due to a harmless raccoon? Every time I'm with you something inconveniently spontaneous happens and I never thought I could crave it so much. There's no competition Dan, I want you." You cupped his cheeks, bringing your lips to his and kissing him passionately. He caved immediately, smiling through the kiss.

"God, I really can't get enough of you." Dan jokingly climbed over you, his nose brushing against your neck. You laughed loudly at the sudden tingle, budging him off of you.

"I can't believe we've been together for-" He paused to look down at his wrist, "almost 5 hours now and you're already rejecting my love." He scoffed playfully, turning his back to you.

"I don't understand how you could be on YouTube when you're clearly meant for television, you'd be a hit on soap operas." You teased, wrapping your arms around him from behind.

"Wow, there goes my masculinity slowly disintegrating." He faced you with a bored expression as you nuzzled into him, inhaling his warm scent. It felt refreshing that you could do this whenever you thought it was necessary.

The rest of the night was spent scrolling through your twitter feeds and pointing out funny things to each other, Dan humming along to Muse faintly playing from his phone. You continued to seem distracted, but for some reason all that was playing through your mind was your conversation with PJ.

The next morning dragged on slowly as you had to wake up at 5 to prepare for the long flight ahead of you, it was least to say that you were drained. It didn't help when Dan tried waking you up in numerous different ways, resulting you to accommodate a half an hour later.

Even though you were weary and could barely keep your eyes open, you were happy to finally return to your home land after the tiring few weeks, but you'd miss Florida's constant sun and your tanned skin.

As you thought the morning could get worse after spilling tea all over your shirt, you found out that Dan and Phil were on the same flight as you and Louise. So at least you'd have Dan's bony ass shoulder to fall asleep on.

You were in the process of trying to stuff all of the gifts your fans gave you at Playlist in your suitcase, sitting on top of it and forcing it shut. Louise barged into your room a second later FaceTiming Darcy, handing her phone to you and quickly explaining that she had a question.

"Hey peanut, are you excited to see mommy and I soon?" You smiled at Darcy's carefree expression, applesauce dripping from her chin. She quickly wiped it away and nodded frantically.

"Are you and Dan together yet?" She giggled, sloppily scooping another spoonful of applesauce into her mouth. You never mentioned his name to her before, how did she know that? Your eyes wandered to Louise who was sheepishly looking out the window, whistling innocently.

"As a matter of fact we are. I'll make sure to get your approval first though before things get serious." You made sure to add as much enthusiasm to your voice as possible, winking at her.

Her contagious grin lit up the screen as she let out a piercing cheer, bouncing around and dropping the phone.

"Whoops." She picked it up quickly and you laughed, blowing her a kiss as you said goodbye and passed the phone back to Louise.

"When are you going to tell her about Phil?" You mouthed, watching Louise chew at her lip and think for a few seconds.

"When we get back." You were startled by her statement, not expecting her to confront Darcy so soon. Louise did get divorced rather suddenly, and Darcy didn't handle it very well at first. Then again, Phil adored her and Darcy seemed to find humor in his random comments as everyone else did, so you were sure she wouldn't think much differently of him.

You continued to put pressure on your suitcase, letting out a loud groan after rearranging it entirely and still wouldn't budge.

Dan walked in, busting into laughter once spotting the discomfort on your face.

"Nice outfit, black suits you." He avoided the current situation you were in, seeming amused with himself.

"Yeah, I call this look Dan's soul." You grunted, blowing the hair out of your face.

"That's not a very nice thing to say about your boyfriend." Dan beamed at the sound of his new title, biting down on his tongue.

"Well could you be a neato boyfriend and help me out here?" You laughed at the use of the word neato, Dan more than likely shunning you in his head right about now.

"I will if you promise to never say that atrocious word again." He gagged in a joking manner before chuckling and walking towards you to help.

The two of you were panting messes trying to get that damn suitcase to shut, but after 15 minutes of struggling, God answered your prayers and you finally managed to get it shut.

"I am so out of shape." Dan wheezed, shamefully lying on the bed as Louise chucked a water bottle towards him.

"C'mon love birds, time to go." Louise clapped choppily, pulling Dan up to his feet.

"Louise I don't think you understand the traumatizing exercise I was just put through, I need a 3 hour break." Dan moped, waiting for you who was also trying to breathe functionally.

"Maybe we should try going to a couples workout class." You suggested, nudging him with a smirk.

"Y/N baby, why would I want to workout when I can just-"

"LA. LA LA LA LA." Louise interrupted, covering her ears as your face grew hot.

Dan may be known for being awkward, but the way words flew out of his mouth so effortlessly never failed to catch you off guard.

The flight went by in a breeze, you spent your time editing a main channel video you did with Caspar and Joe and watched an anime that Dan picked out, taking turns as head rests for each other.

It mostly worked out, because by the time you've arrived in London you were well rested and prepared to fight against the terrible jet lag.

"It's going to feel so wrong being away from you for longer than 5 minutes." Dan laughed, running a hand through his messy hair as the two of you stepped out of the airplane.

"I know, but now that I'm claiming this sweatshirt it's like you'll be with me." You smiled childishly up at him as he rolled his eyes, even though you could tell he wanted you to have it.

"This isn't a gift shop."

"Well I'm guessing you want the shirt I took-"

"What the fuck are you doing here?" Dan seethed, storming towards the familiar curly headed figure as you nearly fainted on the spot.

A/N; hahaha jokes on you all its harry styles

and why does this book have 6K READS OMFG