Your POV
I woke up....in my place Hogarth laying at my feet fast asleep.And there were notes scattered all over the ground, labeled day by day each day I was gone. I got off the off the bed and read some of the letters next to my feet. They told the stories of how he was sad and lonely and would never love again. I got up heading to the doorway of my room and slowly trudged to the kitchen to get some water. My throat was completely dry. I started feeling extremely whoosy and begin swaying back and forth then as I feel weaker my legs give out from underneath me. I braced myself for impact then I feel two lean, warm hands wrap themselves around me.
"Why are you not in bed" he asks demandingly.
"I was just ....t-thirsty Elliot" I say weakly in response.
I sit at the table and drink and I shit you not 7 bottles of water in a row. After drinking enough to drown my liver I gain back some of my strength. I got up and he helped me walk to the bathroom. That's when I saw the gashes on my arms and stomach. Not sure how I didn't feel them before. I hissed in pain as I touched them. Elliot turned on the bath and the water began rushing into the empty space. I stripped and got in slowly closing my eyes at the pain and comfort the hot water brought to my body. I let the hot water consume me as my breathing became deep and calming. Elliot kisses the top of my head gently before a small smile broke onto his face.
"I love you"he whispered quietly to himself.
I shuttered as he kissed my forehead again he was so cold.There was more than enough room for us both in the bath. I made a come here motion with my fingers. He lowered his face to mine and we kissed for what seemed like the first time in forever.
"Join me" I whisper in his ear. He gets in still in his clothes and wraps himself around me. I guess he wants to respect my nakedness I chuckle to myself. He cradled me in his arms kissing my back and shoulders.
"I'm so sorry this happened, it's all my fault"he said.
I felt a tear drop hit the water. I looked at him weakly and smiled.
"At least we're together now" I smiled warmly.
"It's not your fault Elliot... it never was... but now I just need to rest is all" I say quietly.
"And rest you shall my sunshine" he said once more before kissing my neck.
I hear him humming You are my Sunshine before I fell into a deep sleep.
Hours later I woke up in the bed. Fully dressed and feeling much better I turned to see Elliot staring at me.
"Did you watch me while I slept?" I remarked
He simply chuckled in response
"Fucking creeper" I giggled punching his arm.
I looked at our fingers we looked pruney.
"How long where we in there?" I asked.
He shrugs and strokes my cheek with his thumb.I splayed back in bed we began touching our finger tips. I mean I never thought I'd ever see him ever again... He never thought he'd see me ever again. It was so surreal to feel him to see him to smell him. Tracing our hands up and down each other's bodies sent shivers down my spine.
"I never thought I'd see you ever again I waited months just for this moment Elliot" I say tearing up.
"I missed you too(y/n) but I thought... you were dead .... I was so fucking stupid... and lonely ....and sad and I .... I slept with Angela" he said monotone.
"You what?" I question sternly.
"It was a one time thing I thought you were dead... I'm sorry I'm so sorry I love you" he says tears in his eyes.
"Elliot you know how I feel about her you know how she felt about the relationship! I was gone for months and I slept with no one ! You couldn't keep it in your fucking pants ?!" I yell getting angry.
"I'm sorry it just.... a mistake" he says.
"Did she was she ..... did it feel ?" I start.
"No of course not never....I didn't even ...." he finished quietly.
I dry my tears maybe ....he was just sad and lonely maybe I am being crazy. I lean over and kiss him softly.
"Ok Elliot but if that bitch ever comes around here she's dead meat"I chuckle.
"Promise?" He laughs back.
Then a knock at the door breaks us from our thoughts. We stand up together looking worried who could be knocking at my door in the middle of the night. I slowly open the door to see....
"Chad?!"