Your pov
By now I was beat red and looking at him smirking he took his place back across the table.

Elliot I don't wanna ruin our good time but do you still see them ? I asked.
I don't wanna talk about it . he said
Elliot please I want you back ....we can get help I-
I Said I Don't Wanna Talk About It !!!!!! he yelled slamming his fists on the table.
I got up and put on my shoes and cost and grabbed my keys .
Where the fuck are you going ? he spat.
Anywhere your not asshole! I yelled back.
I ran out of the apartment with a t shirt and jacket cold yes but I didn't wanna tell him I was seeing them too....the people ...the hallucinations .Elliot .... I can't tell you ....both  of us can't be insane .Thats why I brought it up. I see men talking about me on the trains.But I found a new realease other than sex.....
I sit on a rock gazing at the stars above in my secret place as I drag the cold sharp blade across my inner thigh making my flesh dissolve into blood.
Sweet release I sighed.
I began crying and singing .
Are you insane like me? been in pain like me ? bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me ? Just to pour that motherfucker in the drain like me ?
All the people say you can't wake up this is not a dream your part of a machine you are not a human being with you face all made up see you on the screen low on self esteem so you run on gasoline .
oooooooooooo I think there's a spark in my code .
oooooooooooo these voices won't leave me alone .
my heart is gold and my hands are cold I finished singing.
I threw the razor is the abyss of the night .I walked up and stood on the escarpment edge ready to end it all I can't do this anymore .
I put my body in a T shape and leaned forward ready to taste death.

(y/n)!!!!! no Elliot screamed but by then it  too late.
I could feel the air breeze through my palms as the sweet aroma of the night intoxicated me.
I landed in the cold dark water and was ready to embrace it I could feel myself being consumer by the darkness.
Then I felt two cold hands go round my waist .And could feel someone drag me to shore I couldn't quite see who it was but soon I passed out .
 
Elliot pov
She's gone she committed suicide because of me ....one stupid fucking argument and my love my light .....I'll never love again .
Goddamit !!!! I yelled to the top of my lungs letting my body sink to the floor and fists smash the hard ground beneath me.I was now beginning to cry ...
I love you so much I whispered .
I saw her jacket covered in blood her blood .I cried into it .
I loved you so much why did you leave me ?? I wailed.
You promised you would never leave me I croaked out of my dry throat .
I trudged back to our.....my apartment and cried for 5 hours straight I'm alone again I was never ment to be loved .

heyyy sorry so depressing and short but uhhhhh hi dezzy my phone is being trash so penis wills penis that is lol