Your pov (I updated early for you jay) 

(This takes place like 3 months later)

Well I, took that job he offered me and I make so much money I have no clue what to do with it .....I have been so depressed I began hurting myself so I'm not numb to feeling.Things have completely gone down hill since Elliot.....left....I left.I haven't talked to Elliot in a while its been months.....Not that I want anything to do with asshole! .....Or do I ?! I dunno .....I just want him back....no I don't ....Ugh kill me !

Elliots pov

Remember those crying spells I used to have .....Well I do them everyday.I'm so stupid !!! My morphine intake and smoking have both doubled.I couldn't help seeing her anymore it's been months.I have to  do something today....I'm getting her back no matter the cost I will hold her in my arms again.(Y/N) please take me back.

Your pov

I got a shower my work schedule has changed now 9-5 like most people and I go in and come back to Hogarth and Jason. Hogarth has been over Jason's for a long time ....But I got dressed Thank fuck it's friday I sighed as I walked out of my apartment doors.Well I have a huge condo now ...Like I said a lot of money...I played my music in my ears as I put my phone in my pocket . I was playing Too close by Alex clare. Drove to the sub station and just like that I was on my way to work.

(After Work)

I got on my sub back home ,then an announcement that was all too familiar came through the speaker. Not again I sighed I hope Elliot is not on his sub today .....I got off my subway and got on the next one lost in thought not noticing Elliot staring at me as I got on with wide eyes.When I sat down I felt eyes on me looked up and saw that I was directly across from Elliot.He came over before I could break eye contact.

(y/n) just let me explain he said.

I turned away and blasted my music .He grabbed my headphones off my head.

Hey ! I said.

He snapped them in two .

Are you fucking serious?! I whisper yelled.

Angela came on to me (y/n) I swear that's what happened.She forced me into a wall.....But I didn't kiss back and I didn't force her off.

He....he didn't kiss back.....but he didn't force her off !

Why the hell not Elliot I hissed?! 

Be-Because I was scared...I've known her for years and when our parents died we became friends ...Look I'm so sorry it happened but I swear i was just afraid but I will never let anything come between us again I love you(y/n) .He finished.

My heart cracked.

Elliot I-

Everybody shut the hell up a man yelled as he held a gun .He had a bomb strapped to his chest.

Give meh all da valuables ! He yelled.No one made a move.

Youse think I'm playing he asked ?

Then held the gun up to a homeless man and blew his brains out. Copper taste found it's way in my nose .Blood on the floor not on anyone thank god but the sub none the less.

Now  motherfuckers he screamed! He held the gun up to a woman and her child.

Hey why don't you leave the kid alone I interjected standing up.

He walked forward and pointed the gun at me .

Make  a move bitch .He said.

Don't shoot her Elliot yelled standing in front of the gun.

Please...she is my everything...I fucked up but if I die right now I hope she understands I love her more than anything and would never cheat on her.He turned and looked at me and took my hands in his.She doesn't deserve to die , she is too amazing and we need more people like her in this world ......I love you (y/n) more than you could ever imagine.

I looked in his eyes he looked in mine We inched closer.

Then he shot off in the air.

I don't give a shit man the man said to Elliot.

You have two options leave now no harm no foul or I will kick your ass in front off all these people I said.(ur badass)

He cocked his gun .

Wrong choice I said.

I punched him hard in the face.Kicked his dick and grabbed the gun as he came towards me he threw me on the ground Elliot took him off of me and knocked him out .Or so we thought .

You ok he asked me as I stumbled .

Then Elliot grabbed the gun off the ground as the man put me in a choke hold.Elliot I screamed.

A tear ran down my face as Elliot pointed the gun .

(y/n) I ....What ....Elliot started.

I bit the man he winced.I knocked him out fully this time.My knuckles bled .

I lowly hissed in pain.

Are you ok ? he asked looking for injuries finding a few.

Elliot the bomb I groaned.

He worked for a few minutes before asking me to come over and look.

Ugh shit! I said.

This bomb will take a long time to configure but....with two.

He looked me in the eyes and I looked back.He kissed me in front of all those people  and I kissed back...He slid his tongue in my mouth .We broke panting for air.

If we can't do this and we die I wanted that to be the last thing I did. he said.

I nodded and touched my lip then began working we began rebooting the incriminating the data.

We...We did it !!!! I said.

They all clapped Elliot [picked me up and twirled me .

Once I noticed we were still holding hands we blushed and we separated.

 Little did we know someone at the station saw the whole thing.

We were questioned and let go.We made the papers they said but I could give a shit.God now I sound like Elliot.We walked out in silence and went our separate ways.

(YOUR COMPLEX)

I got back to my complex picked up Hogarth and made my way to the door unlocked it plopped Hogarth down. And turned to shut the door as I rested my head on the back off the door and whispered I love you too Elliot.

I sighed and turned on the lights to find.....

Flowers , my favorite candies ,rose pedals ....Stuffed bears everywhere.Then Hogarth came from my room meowing like a madman...Followed by Elliot.He inched closer and closer towards me as I began talking.

Oh so you think you can win me over with -he cut me off by kissing me just then the song You found me by Fray played in the background as he kissed me .

I ...couldn't help it I kissed back.He tried to enter but I denied access he grunted and pushed me to a wall.

He pulled me close as I tried to separate the kiss. Mumbling Elliot enough.

Until I pushed him off of me .

Stop! I yelled we were both panting.

(y/N) !!! I love you Goddamit! he screamed we were both taken aback. Your mine ! Don't leave me .

Elliot you need to go I said as I held the door open.

He stood his ground.

Not til I have you back he said.

I began crying .

Fine ! Then I will asshole ! I screamed.

I ran somewhere...somewhere I can think.

Elliots pov\

I went to her secret place she wasn't there  wherever I could think of then I found it....My angel in Coney Island .

That's where I go to think she knows that...My sunshine sitting alone on the dock crying .

I walked slowly over to her place on the peer.I sat down next to her.

Go away .she mumbled.

I'm sorry I could never apologize enough for what I did so i will let the music speak for me . I played sorry for everything from dead by april. After.After it was over she looked at me wiped her gorgeous  puffy red eyes.

Elliot did you really kiss her and don't fucking lie to me she said.

No (Y/N) I - she raised her hand to me .

I held it and lifter her chin.

Have I ever given you a reason not to trust me ? I asked.

She sighed okay.

Can I play one more song that reminds me of you I asked awkwardly.

She nodded .

I  played all of me by john legend . While staring into her eyes kind of dopey  my social anxiety was scaring me a few people passed looking at us but i never broke contact with her.

After it was over she wiped off her clothes and looked at me holding out her hand.

Hi I'm (y/n)  nice to meet you i'm a cool,computer hacker ,that kicks serious ass.she said .

I smirked and awkwardly grabbed her hand.

Elliot just Elliot I remarked.

Okay just Elliot wanna get on the farris wheel ? she asked.\

Okay I awkwardly answered shrugging knowing of her attraction to this trait.

She smirked.

We ended off the night going back to her place and watching back to the future 2 my favorite movie. After it was over I was about to leave when she grabbed my arm.

Do you wanna stay just Elliot? she asked.

Okay I said smiling.

We went to sleep on the couch I didn't care how uncomfortable it was I had the woman of my dreams in my arms .