You enjoyed texting Yoongi and Jungkook and you knew Em did as well.

One day while texting Jungkook you both had a conversation about Yoongi and Em.

Yuna: Em's changed a lot since we started hanging out, she starting to understand her own feelings better.

Jungkook: Yeah, Yoongi two.

Yuna: Mmm I wonder if Em and Yoongi notice in themselves.

Jungkook: I doubt it, the other day I said I was proud of him and he looked at me like I lost my mind.

Yuna: Lmao, Em did the same thing to me."

While you were texting Jungkook you didn't realise Em was messaging Yoongi privaty as well.

You text Yoongi and enjoy it.

Em: Yuna's changed a lot since we've started talking."

Yoongi: Jungkook has as well the other day he managed to self smooth himself and avoid a outburst.

Em: Yeah Yuna did the same thing.

Suddenly the group chat for the four of you buzzes and you notice Jungkook.

Jungkook: So if everyone's free should we hang out tomorrow?

Em: Sounds good where we going or you want to come here?

Yoongi: Let's see if La and Namjoon want to go out.

Yuna: Good idea Yoongi.

You smile at your phone when you see Yuna's text somehow you would get them on a date.

While you think you don't know that Yuna is thinking the same thing for you and Jungkook.

Your phone goes of again and it's Yoongi.

Yoongi: JK, your idea of wanting to hang out doesn't have to do with it's 3 months since we met does it?

Jungkook: Haha maybe.

You find yourself smiling like an idiot and you don't know why.

Em: Jungkook your so thoughtful.

Jungkook: Thanks Em.

Yoongi: Hey I'm the one who said we should ask La and Namjoon.

Yuna: Yeah your so thoughtful as well Yoongles.

Em: Hey if your going to give Yoongi a nickname then I have one for Jungkook.

Jungkook: What is it?

Em: Kookie

Yoongi: 🤮

Em: 🥹

Yuna: Yoongi you better apologise she's bringing out the emojis.

Yoongi: Fine, the nickname is adorable.

Em: :)

Yoongi: Lol

After you finish texting Yuna comes into your room and she smiles.

"Em that nickname for Jungkook only people who are crushing on each other make those kinds of nicknames."

You think about but smile at Yuna, "If that's the case what about you calling Yoongi Yoongles?"

You watch as Yuna's face starts going red and just like Yuna she turns and in a over dramatic fashion says, "Well at least I don't use emojis to get my own way." then she runs out.

You shake your head and laugh

"Wow so dramatic."

You don't know why but after you finish laughing you start to think about what Yuna said.

"Did I use emojis to get my own way?"

The very though makes you freeze where you are sat, you feel your heartbeat raising and what is worse the burning sensation behind your eyes is back but you can do nothing about it.

You closed the door a bit harder than normal.

Laying on the bed you grabbed your pillow and screamed quietly into it.

"Em is so insensitive."

Rubbing your face you decided you are being silly and maybe you were too hard on Em.

Sighing you got up and went back to Em's room.

Looking in you saw Em sitting in the chair eyes glazed over and an expression you only see when she is internally panicking and you have to snap her out before it becomes external.

Getting on the floor you grabbed Em's hand, "Hey Em, it's okay I was only joking."

Em looked at you coming round slowly, "You were joking?"

You smiled, "Yeah, I'm sorry."

Em nodded and non surprisingly hugged you which she always did after an episode like this.

You never knew what to call it but Lanne always said it was called a shut down.

It was quite weird that Em had shut downs because they are usually associated with autism like meltdowns.

You could feel Em shaking but this usually happened after coming out of a shut down.

"Em it's okay relax."

She laughed, "Saids the person who was extra dramatic."

You laughed at that because she was right, "Yeah okay you got me."

Giggling, she looked at you, "Yunnie dramatic."

She must be tired you thought because she never calls me this unless she's tired looking over you see the time and realise it is almost the time Em goes to bed.

"Em why don't you get ready for bed and we'll read that book."

Em looked at the time, "Okay." she got up and got ready for bed.

After Em got ready for bed and you sat in the chair next to her so you could read with her you noticed Em was looking at the celing.

You put the book down, "What's up?"

She looks at you and saids, "If I ask Jungkook out do you think he say yes?"

The question takes you aback but you speak.

"I mean if you really want to do it he can only say yes or no right."

"But will he be a good boyfriend like he is friend?"

You sigh, "Em you will only know that if you ask him out."

Em nodded, "Yeah your right, leave now please , I'm sleepy."

You laughed, "Okay goodnight."