Time is ticking, dinner is in an hour, it makes Lixian more and more nervous because she will meet her ex again. But this time she really gets her sense back, everything that happened between them last night is totally an embarrassing moment, she just wants to kill herself, she can't face Luhan. Then the dilemma hits her, if she doesn't go, that sex tape will forever in his phone, but if she does go, she won't be able to control her face.

"This is crazy, what should I do?" Lixian starts her nuts monologue.

"I should go, yes, I should, don't I need to see his face? I mean his angelic-handsome face" She cringes her face as she squeals in a high pitch like a whale.

"Fuck with the embarrassment, I will totally use this chance" Lixian talks as she jumps off of the bed. She runs to her luggage and takes everything out of there. It was exactly like the old time when she had her first date with Luhan.

It was a clear summer night in 2007, when they had their first date. Lixian was ready to go after she chose the clothes for almost 3 hours. She never did something like this before but this first date really affected her, maybe not just her but every girls who had the first date. Come on, every girls wanted to look at her best infront of their new boyfriend.

Her heart started beating so fast, her palms were sweating as she saw him walked out of his car. She couldn't look away from him, he was too attractive that time, really looked like a rich-handsome boy from the drama.

"Hi" He talked to Lixian but she just froze infront of him with a smile on her face. She totally captivated by his look, but who wouldn't?

"You look really cute" The next sentence from Luhan really made her gone crazy. But he didn't stop there, he started ruffling her hair softly with that light giggle came out from his lips.

"You just like a mannequin, a pretty one, come on" Luhan giggled at her as he held her hand softly. He couldn't wait her to give him a reaction, because he knew, she wouldn't give him one, she was too nervous for that.

She looked like a dumb as Luhan kept talking sweet to her, she lost her focus, she forgot about the seatbelt, she couldn't talk to him, all she did was smiling like a creepy girllfriend.

"Hm, Han?" After a long silence, finally she decided to talk.

"Yes?" He asked as he glanced at her.

"Where are we going?" She asked as her eyes looked straight to the road.

"Hm, we are going here" Luhan talked as he stepped on the brake.

"Welcome to my home" Luhan continued as he smiles. Lixian bulged her eyes as she saw a nice house infront of her. She couldn't believe, Luhan brought her here for their first date. It wasn't in a negative connotation, but the otherwise, it gave her a heart-warming feeling, this is so romantic for her.

"You wouldn't mind, right? I want you to meet my father, he must be happy" Luhan spoke as he stared at her with worry. He was scared that she didn't like this idea, or maybe she thought it was too early.

"I'm alright, but, I'm scared, did I look stupid with this clothes?" Lixian asked Luhan in panic, but Luhan just chuckled softly.

"No, you look amazing" Luhan smiled to her and asked her to get out of the car.

Luhan held her hand as he brought her in. He didn't talk to her dad about this, but he knew his father will totally like her. His father always wanted to have a daughter but his mother passed away.

"Dad" Luhan called out as they walked to the dining room.

"Who is she?" His father immediately stood up from the seat and walked closer to them. His father's eyes sparkle as he saw Lixian. Right, his father totally liked her.

"She is my girlfriend, Lixian" Luhan smiled to Lixian who looked so nervous.

"Good evening" Lixian smiled shyly to his father but her eyes immediately met the floor, she was afraid to look up.

"You're the first girl he brings, he must be in love with you, like madly in love" Luhan's father teased them to melt the awkwardness. This worked.

After they had their dinner together, Luhan brought Lixian to the rooftop, where he usually talked to his mother in heaven. It was like his secret place to hide when he wanted to be alone.

"Look at the sky" Luhan talked and he got her attention. She stared at him for a while before she lifted her face to see the starry summer night.

"So beautiful" Lixian's face lighten up as she looked at the sky. She always loved stars because her mother did. Since she was a kid, her mother always went to see the stars together with her. Her mother always said that she needed to be like a star, shining so brightly for people's dark night, shining so brightly for people's darkest time. All because she was her mother's precious star.

"I love stars" Lixian smiled as she recalled about her mother.

"Me too, before I just could watch them, but now, I hold one in my arms" Luhan talked as he gave her a backhug, resting his chin on her shoulder.

In the other hand, Lixian was taken aback by his words and his move. All was too romantic, too heart-fluttering for this beautiful night. This first date was leaving a great impression for Lixian, after a long years of waiting, finally someone thought her as a precious star, just like her mother.

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Lixian sits straight on the chair with a plate of food infront of her. She didn't touch the food but she just looks around, trying hard to find Luhan's figure. Slowly, she feels upset about his missing. A negative thought comes to her, giving her a light nausea.

"I'm joining this table"

Lixian looks so bored as she sees who's talking. It's none other than her corporate manager, Mr. Huang. Putting on a poker face when suddenly he smiles to her, she looks down to her plate, starting up her dinner. It isn't what she wants. She is waiting for Luhan, not for Mr. Huang. Everything is upsetting her.

"When will you stop to be a loner? Ask me if you need a companion" Mr. Huang talks but Lixian shivers. This is so different, Mr. Huang starts the nice attitude again, it scares her.

"Thank you but I prefer to be a loner" Lixian talks without looking into his eyes. Somehow it's so creepy, like he wants to hit on her again, like the old days.

"You shouldn't be, darling" Right there, she feels a horror. How could he call her darling? What is he trying to do? Getting into her pants? That's so creepy for her.

"Such a waste for a pretty lady like you to be-----" Suddenly Mr. Huang stops there and Lixian knows why. She feels another presence behind her, a familiar scent, a familiar vibe, and after a while, a hot breath starts tickling her neck as the owner bends down. Lixian feels her heart beating so fast and she doesn't want to turn her face, because she knows, Luhan's face is right beside her.

"You wait for me, right?" He whispers to her ear, with his deathly husky voice. It really makes her tense up, and also makes her face blushing in instant.

"Calm" Luhan chuckles as he gives her a little massage on shoulders before he sits on the chair beside her. Staring blankly at Luhan is all she did. She can't believe what's just happened. Mr. Huang too. He is staring at Luhan and Lixian, he can't believe these two are close enough to do such thing in public.

"Don't we have some business to do?" Luhan asks her as he puts his elbow on the table and rests his head on his palm. He is totally ignoring Mr. Huang. And for that Lixian thanks him.

"Yes----"

"So hurry clean that plate" Luhan sternly talks at her and gives her a smirk in the end. Lixian hisses at him and eats the food left on the plate, eventhough she loses her appetite already.

Luhan is watching her eating so slow like a snail and it makes him sighing. He glares at her continuously whenever she looks at him, sending her a warning because he feels so uncomfortable here, with that man staring at him and Lixian. Luhan did question about who is that man, what is he doing with her on the same table, is he close to her or not. It turns him nuts.

"Enough, just stop it, you look so frustrated eating that food" Luhan grabs a glass of water from the table and gives it to her lips. He feeds her the water as he glances secretly at Mr. Huang. Somehow, he still feels greedy about her, not willing to see her with another man.

"Let's go" Luhan talks after he puts back the glass, watching her cough so hard because she choked on the water. But he ignores it and holds her hand, starts dragging her out from there.

***

Standing infront of each other on the snowy ground, Lixian frowns at him because he dragged her like she was a kind of animal. She doesn't like it, but the man infront of her just chuckles innocently, pissing her off.

"Can you just delete it now? It's freezing outside" Lixian talks as she hugs herself.

"I'm a man who keep the promise, don't worry" Luhan smirks as he takes his phone from his coat. He opens that sex tape file and stares at Lixian naughtily.

"But should we watch it for the last time?" Luhan teases her but Lixian immediately hits his chest hard.

"Are you insane?" She raises her tone as she bulges her eyes, but then looks around to make sure noone heard them.

"Delete it now, or------"

"Or what? Listen, you're not in the right position to threaten me, look around, noone here" Luhan shows her his deathly smirk as he takes a step closer to her, closing the gap between them.

"I get it, I beg you to delete it" Lixian talks miserably at him. She can't believe she beg to him, but she needs to do that to bring him up.

"Sure" Luhan smiles cutely to annoy her as he deletes the video infront of Lixian's eyes.

"I deleted it" Luhan talks and Lixian just nods. No thank you, no kind attitude. Then she turns on her heels, ready to leave him, but he grabs her wrist, stoping her from leaving.

"Who said you can leave me?" He asks.

Lixian sighs at herself but deep down inside her heart, she feels so pleased because Luhan did stop her. It means he want to spend more time with her. Call her big headed but she feels so.

"We have nothing left to say" Lixian talks as she turns around to face him. Acting all hard to get just to test him.

"Look" Luhan makes a cute gesture with his finger as it points to the sky. This makes Lixian's heart skips a beat. She knows what exactly on the sky, and it brings back old memories, the nice and warm one.

"Look up" Luhan whines like a little kid infront of her and everything is too fucking fictional for her. But slowly, she lifts her chin up, eyes meet the beautiful starry night. She stares blankly at the sky, thinking about their very first date. Could she consider this winter night just like that summer night? She couldn't, right?

"You love stars" Luhan starts talking to her, this time with his soft-warm tone.

Lixian bites her lips secretly as she hears that. She can't believe, Luhan remembers about that little thing. Somehow it feels so romantic for her but she knows, she shouldn't feel that way. It's too delusional.

"Xian, I think you should go inside, your hand is freezing" Luhan talks and Lixian turns to see him. She firstly stares at him but slowly she moves her sight downward to her hand. Surprisingly, he already intertwinned their hands together, holding it tightly to keep it warm. Ironic, their hands fitted perfectly on each other, but they're not together anymore.

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