my momma used to tell me "don't let the sadness get to you, it'll bite you in the ass in the end" but i never could tell her that sadness was my second life, it had completely engulfed me.

my dad, was never a sensitive man. i've only seen him cry three times in my entire life time so when I tell him anything i receive the same answer.

"don't be sad, or you'll get something, to be sad about"

and then you guys

i just want to take this time and thank you guys so fricken much

i was really down today but you guys comments and texts just brightened my day so much .

i was really numb earlier , i had no emotions but seeing all these positive comments really helped.

i wish i could write each and everyone of you a paragraph individually but im not good at words.

i just want you to know i love each and everyone of you and im so grateful for you all

you guys make my day thank you so fricken much i can't even explain to you how grateful i am for you, so thank you.

as always ,
bambi.