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stop three: hotel room

tyler secretly took out his small keyboard when josh was showering, his anxiety had been high and his thoughts getting bad and he just needed a release.

playing some notes he began to play.

"i don't wanna fall, fall away"

tyler sang quietly , his fingers gliding over the keyboard as he got more into the song, not realizing josh had walked out and was watching him.

"i disguise
and i will lie
and i will take my precious time
as the days spent away
as i stand in line
and i die as i wait as i wait on my crime
and i'll try to delay what you make of my life
but i don't want your way
i want mine
I'm dying and trying
But believe me I'm fine
But I'm lying
I'm so very far from fine"

tyler rapped, tapping his foot as he played, stress washing away.

"what does it mean?" josh asked making tyler stop, looking up quickly.

"u-uh" he said nervously setting down the keyboard.

"did you write it" josh asked and tyler nodded sheepishly.

"it's perfect... i think i have a plan for my next speech"

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I've been neglecting tyler in this, hmf.

alsO 5 d a y s
til Christmas!!

im such a kid ahaha