I over heard a group of your friends talking about meeting up after the last exam. and that excited me. all I had in mind was the fact that I will finally be able to see you after two whole months of nothing but examinations.

and I was right. I met you at a graduation party that your friend, hongseok, threw.

it was painful to see you. you changed a milestone. your cute smile was replaced by smirks and lip bites. your puppy eyes were now dull and barely focused. but from all the changes, what scared me the most was the calmness in your voice, the menacing calmness.

for some reasons unknown to me, I was scared of meeting your eyes; I was scared of hearing your voice directed at me. but my love for you didn't subside whatsoever, if anything, it grew bigger.