I'm happy you're here.

But I'm sad we're miles apart.

One day, we'll meet

like I've always said

"I am patient."

But its killing me that I can't see you just yet.

The pain is almost physical,

just like a tight ache in my chest.

But it's okay, I remind myself.

One day,

when we meet,

I'll be saved

and you'll see it happen in the flesh.

I'll always hold hatred in my heart

but never will it burn for you.

For you are all I have left to love

and I could never throw that away.