Dear Bobby,

I'm so sorry, Bobby. Whether you read the letters I've been sending Lauren or not. I want you to know that I don't want to you two to break apart. I never wanted anything like that for either of you. I'm sorry Bobby.

I've been contemplating how I should kill myself. I've decided to lay on the tracks when the train comes in today.

How could I ever make you forgive me, I ask to myself. Of course! I should kill myself. I'd be getting rid of the feeling, wouldn't I?

Anyway, I feel terrible, Bobby. Despite not really knowing you, I know you love Lauren, and that she loves you and Dexter with her life. She'd trust you to pick between killing a family member or her. She'd probably not be mad at you if you picked her.

I've already sent three letters to Lauren, apologizing for what I feel. Can you tell me if she got them? I want her to read the last note I give her last.

Thank You for understanding.

If you didn't, thank you anyway.

Again, I'm so sorry Bobby.

Your perfect for Lauren, and I shouldn't be feeling this.

I'm going to explain what's going on.

When I found out about the Scauren (Scott x Lauren) ship, I somehow... Wanted it to be a reality. I knew it wouldn't happen, I just... I guess I wanted to know that Lauren doesn't think I'm the worst.
It was my worst nightmare for you to give up Lauren.

Other then being attacked by Spiders, of course.

I'm so Sorry, Scott (DangThatsALongName)