T/W: There are intense hallucinations and torture scenes so this is a warning.

"Shuichi?! Shuichi! Shuichi!!" No no no! I screamed as the room became darker and I was right back where I was back then. The game...the killing game. Gonta was there waving at me before his body fell to the floor.

"Oh my god! Gonta!" I screamed reaching out for him before my hand was grabbed and my glove was removed and the tattoo was there taunting me. The screams all came back to me as I closed my eyes. "Go away, go away!" I yelled as my body collapsed onto the floor. I felt so weak, like everything was gone all over again.

"Kokichi, open your eyes" I heard a familiar voice call out. I looked up and saw Joelle standing there in front of me. "E-Elle?" I said not even trusting my voice. She looked at me with a smile before she wrapped her arms around me. I know this isn't real...but it feels so nice to have her back, her here holding me like she used to, to tell me I'm going to be alright.

"You should have died" I heard her whisper in my ear. "What?" I asked looking over at her. Her face was dark as I pulled away from her, but she held onto my back making my eyes go wide. She knows better than anyone how anxious I get when I feel like I'm trapped...it doesn't matter who is holding me, if they make me feel unsafe and refuse to let me go...I'm trapped.

"You heard me..." She whispered looking up revealing her bloodied and bruised face from that day. "B-but, I know that I should have and I would do anything to go back and change it..." I whispered before I heard the sounds all come back to me. The sound of the horns, tires, and the lights. The blinking of the cars lights as it came towards the both of us.

I was in the middle of the road looking up at the car barreling towards the both of us. "J-joelle! Get out of the way!" I screamed trying to push her out of the way. "Nope~ We die together~" She said before I felt the impact throughout my whole body. I clenched my body as my eyes closed when the wave of pain came over me. Then it all went black...

"Kokichi!" I felt a hand touch my cheek before another w2as shaking my shoulder. "Wake up!" They called out again and I slowly opened my eyes feeling like my whole body was broken.

It was Shuichi who was on top of me. He had worry and concern in his eyes before they turned dark like that one time in the mirror...oh god. I moved my hands to his shoulders to push him off of me but he only laughed and moved his hand to the back of my neck rubbing the skin making my body shudder as I was unable to move. S-shit.

"Shuichi Stop!" I called out before his hand moved around my neck as I struggled against him. I knew this couldn't be real...but that doesn't mean it doesn't feel real. I have been having these attacks on and off, Shuichi is able to help with them most of the time, but at times like these I can't even tell if he is next to me or not.

"Nope! Didn't you want this~ to die~" He cooed sounding a lot like someone I have heard before. "Get off of me! You aren't Shuichi!" I said moving my arms trying to get them out of his grasp...but before I was able to do that a cloth came over my mouth. I heard my own muffled screams as the room changed again.

There was a bright light shining in my face as I opened my eyes again. "Hello~ I'm surprised actually" The voice said as I looked over and saw the ingame me on top of me. I tried to move and call out but my body was restricted by binds. Holding me against the bed as I looked up at him. I couldn't say anything because there was a cloth still tight against my mouth.

"I'm surprised you were able to figure that out so quickly~" He teased before he got off of me and stood beside the bed I was constrained against. I looked at him and noticed he had some blood stained on his shirt already. I looked down at my arms and there was a tube attached to my arm taking blood out of it, and he just stood there with a blush on his face as I felt mine pale. I felt so dizzy because of the blood loss as well as how my body was trying to get out of the restraints.

"You know how this floor works, sweets~ you can't get out~ just give me what I need and then I'll let you go~" He said again stroking my cheek. I shuddered at this but looked the other way and closed my eyes as he kept poking the blood bag as it was filling up. Okay, I need to stay calm, just breathe.

I let my body slump against the bed before I heard the restraints lossen. I opened my eyes and saw that he was gone, but there was a blood message on the Be careful~ was all it said. I didn't know what it was talking about before I heard the buzzer. Shit

I looked over to the wall at the back. I looked up at the timer as the lights went off. A spotlight was set on a chair that was by the wall Shuichi was in. "Shuichi!" I yelled getting off the bed and looking around the room to see if I could find anything to get him out of the chair. This is the chair trap...he has about 4 minutes to get out of the chair before it kills him...I need to get him out before then. I spotted a knife on the other side of the room before the timer started.

Shuichi woke up as he cried out in pain. There was a small knife held by what looked like a mannequin. The mannequin moved the knife into his arm starting with his shoulder before moving down his arm. The pace was slowly getting faster as it moved down his arm. With each cut Shuichi's cries increased in volume. I felt more panicked as it continued, I had to dig my nails into my wrist to calm myself down.

I moved over and grabbed the knife and pulled it out of the wall...well what I thought was a wall before the dim flicker of a light revealed the body of Kaito. I moved away from it feeling my breath hitch. Why is this happening? I asked, feeling my whole body shiver.

The timer started counting down faster as I struggled to get over to him as I felt glass walls come up around me. Before another timer was revealed above me. It had the same amount of time as Shuichi's did...wait doesn't that mean-

Before I was able to finish my thought water started filling the cage I was in. It was thick glass and I was unable to break it no matter how hard I tried. I hit the knife against it but it barely scratched the surface. "K-Koki" Shuichi whimpered as the mannequin moved to his other arm. Starting again with the slow pace as the other arm before speeding up.

"Shuichi!" I called out as the water made it up to my waist. I tried to keep my body mostly out of the water before I realized the ceiling was moving down as well. "N-no!" I screamed pounding on the glass harder before I remembered.

This is all a nightmare.

-Here is part 2! Part three will come out tomorrow! Thank you all so much for reading! Sorry for the hardcore angst...-

-SK-