He remembered life when he was a teen. Making music, ditching school, getting the band together. Then being happy. He wishes he would have done thing different. Not gotton msrried and let himself be alone. Mabey he still would have met lexi and they would have not done what they did. Mabey they would be happy right now. Together. Mabey he wouldnt have gone crazy and cut off two of his fingures. And mabey he wouldnt have shot himself in the head before the news came...