Hello my lovely readers...sad to say I've have a very emotional week so far. It breaks my heart that my own real mom had decided to give up on me and just disown me but now my own dad has decided to do the same for wanting to learn to be independent. I've been a crying mess and still trying recover...it's hard for me right now and I don't know who will read this...I hate that I can't trust my own family at all....it hurts...I don't like this feeling at all....my heart feels shattered to bits....but this is also another reason why I haven't updated this story as well...dealing with so much I hope you all understand and I apologize