Luhan POV's

Hangover. I hate hangover. I force myself to open my eyes. I turn my body and the space beside me was empty. Seoyeon, where is she? I sit on the bed and touch my head. It hurts like hell. I remember about our fight last day because of my mother. I don't like it when my mother acted like that, I feel envy to their relationship. I know it's childish but I'm scared Seoyeon will like my mother more than me. Suddenly I remember about Hyunsoo. I'm drunk but I know I did nothing. I turn my face to Seoyeon's side once again. She might be missundertand it. I stand up and something caught my eyes on the night stand. I look closer and I just froze there. Fetus picture. Is it Seoyeon's? What I've done? I fight with her because of nothing. I shouldn't do that, she is pregnant and she is sensitive right now. I bite my lips and feel guilty.

After take a bath, I walk to the wardrobe just to see Seoyeon throws her things to luggage "Yeon-ah" I call her while walking closer to her "What are you doing babe?" I ask but she ignores me. I grab her wrist and she lift her face. Our eyes met and I saw pain in her eyes "Just go with your new slut!" She yells at me. The next second I saw her tears flowing down her face. I just froze there "You missunderstand the situation" I said and she shoot a death glare "You fucked Hyunsoo" She yells and throws her clothes to me "You fucked her!" She cried infront of me and I just watched her. I walk closer and grab her shoulders "No, I'm not" I said "Liar! Liar!" She hits my chest and I really sad right now "Yeon-ah" I lift her face and look into her eyes "Look into my eyes, am I lying to you?" I asked and she stops. I pull her into my embrace and caress her hair "Please trust me, I'm not lying babe" I said "But you came home with her!" She cried on my chest but never push me away. This is the first time she cried because I hurt her. It really hurts me too.

Seoyeon POV's

"But you came home with her!" I cried to him. Half of my heart wants to trust him but the other half just didn't "You ripped her skirt and I saw it last night" I hit his chest but he hugs me even tighter than before "Seoyeon, stop it, I never do that" He raised his voice "Please don't cry, our baby will feel sad too" His soft words strike me. This reality about the baby just making me more sad "I'm so sorry I acted cold last day, I don't know you are pregnant" He kiss my hair but I push him away "How can I trust you?" I asked him "Just trust me baby, everything will be alright, okay? Can you do this for me and for the baby?" He asked me back. His mother's words and my promise to her run around my head. I stare at him deeply. I'm that kind of person who never break promises. I nodded to him "Okay, I will trust you" I said. He smiles to me and about to hug me. But I just left him there alone. I need my time alone.

Luhan POV's

"Luhan? Luhan?" I heard Xiumin's voice calling my name. I'm awake from my thought and realize I'm in the middle of meeting "What happened?" I asked him cause I don't know what's going on. Seoyeon is the only one inside my head right now "They asked for your opinion about the new design" Xiumin explained and I turn my face to the projector. I look into Xiumin again and grab my blazer "I trust you, I need to go" I pat his shoulders and walk out from the meeting room. I walk to the basement and get in to my car. I start the engine but suddenly I saw Hyunsoo already beside me "What are you doing?" I asked "I'm going with you" She smiles to me but I just stare at her coldly. What this girl wants? "You fucked me last night, don't you remember?" She asked and I now know why Seoyeon said like that. I bet this girl talk about shit last night to her "No, I never do that, stop talking about shit to my wife and get out!" I yell at her and she smirks "Are you sure? Try to remember, you deflowered me" She left me after said that. Now I'm asking myself. Am I sure? I start to doubt myself.

I walk inside my mansion as the maids bow to me. I just walk straight to our room when suddenly one of my maid calls me. I turn my face and saw her worry face "Mrs. Lu, she locked herself inside her room all day long, she refused to eat or drink" She said that. I just run to our room and knock "Seoyeon" I call her and knock again "Seoyeon open the door!" I shouted and the door flung open. I saw her stand infront of me. She is smiling to me but I know that's her fake smile "You are home" She said. Her voice is so weak. She walks to the bed and sit there. I get in and lock the door. I kneel down infront of her and look into her eyes "You didn't eat or drink, wae?" I asked and she smiles. Again, her fake smile "I eat and drink babe" She said "Stop lying" I snap "I'm not lying, you should trust me just like me trust you" Her words stabs my heart. It's kind of her protest I think.

Seoyeon POV's

I know my words show how much I didn't trust him. He looks into my eyes "Stop act like a kid, now eat and drink" He command me "I already ea----" "Stop lying! How about the baby?! It's not for me or you! It's for the baby!" He yells to me and left me alone. It should be me who mad, not him. I laugh pathetically and then cry. Anything starts to fall from my perfect life. I know his words was right. It's for the baby. I look down into my tummy and stroke it "Mianhae" I said as I stand up. I should eat for the baby. Even I feel like I don't want to eat. I walk to the dining room but I heard Luhan's voice from the living room. I walk to the living room and I saw him with Hyunsoo. Hyunsoo eyes met my eyes and she smirks "Hello Mrs. Lu" She said that and Luhan turns her face to me. I walk closer to them "What is she doing here?" I asked Luhan and he shook his head "Molla" He said.

"I just want to confirm something here" She starts "Your husband deflowered me last night, just like I said to you" She said that and my heart hurts "Don't listen to her" Suddenly Luhan cup my face and his eyes beg for me to listen to him. We forget about our fight earlier but we have another problem here "I never do that" He said "Now, let me ask you Mr. Lu" Hyunsoo's words make me turn my face. She smiles to Luhan and walk closer to him. She stands infront of him and I just watch them stand so close to each other "Do you really sure you never do that?" She asked and Luhan froze "Tell your wife again if you really forget about how did it taste" She hurts me with her words. I look into Luhan and I just saw him looking into Hyunsoo. Please Luhan, turn your face to me and tell me you never do that. Suddenly he left us and I hear Hyunsoo's chuckle "Look, poor you, your husband had sex with me, just wait and see, I'll take your place as his wife after this" She push me and left me. I close my eyes and hold my tears. I stroke my tummy and sigh "Let's be strong" I said. If I never carry his baby, I think I already left him.

Luhan POV's

All this thing makes me mad and angry. I can't control my emotion. I was mad at Seoyeon before because she did something stupid. She didn't eat or drink when she knew she carried our baby. Now I really mad because Hyunsoo talk about shit infront of my wife. I left them when Hyunsoo asked me to tell Seoyeon that I never do that. I left them because I start to doubt myself and I don't want to talk about shit. If I really did that and I say I never did that, I will hurt Seoyeon. Remain silent is the best way right now. I know Seoyeon will speculate about this but time will show the truth. I always remember anything when I'm drunk but what if that time, I didn't remeber a single thing? I hurt Seoyeon and our baby. I really sorry because all of this trouble starts from my stupid jealousy towards my mother. I'm scared if the truth wasn't like I believe all this time.

Seoyeon POV's

It's been a months. I decided to sleep separately with him. I just talk with him when we check the baby to the doctor. I can see he is happy. His smile never leave his face when he watch the baby from the little monitor. But this hurts me because I still don't know the truth. Did he fuck her or not? I can't 100% trust that bitch just because my husband didn't say a thing. Even when I sleep in another room, I know he sneak in everynight. He sleeps beside me and hugs me. I don't know how to say it, I feel my heart flutter and hurt at the same time. Just like tonight, he thought I was asleep but I didn't. He sneaks in and lay beside me. I feel goosebumps when his arm moves around to hug me. His manly scent drives me crazy. We never sleep together and sometimes I miss his touch "I miss you" I heard his gentle voice on my ear "I miss you too my baby" He strokes my tummy. I really want to cry right now.

"Son or daughter?" He asked "Tell your mom that I love her so much" He strokes my tummy again. I love you too Han but why you did this? "I hate myself because I hurt your mom" He keeps talking to the baby without knowing that I listen to his words too. Suddenly he pull me even closer to him. I miss his scent "Seoyeon-ah, mianhae" He said that and I feel his body is shaking "Yeon-ah, mianhae" He cries. Luhan is crying right now "I'm so sorry I hurt you, I'm drunk and I don't know if I did that or not, deep inside my heart I believe I never do that but I'm scared the truth tell me the opposite" He cried out. I just listen to this hurtful words and cry in silent. Me and him are same. We both want to trust ourselves but we are scared of the truth "Yeon-ah, I can continue live with you like this, I'm dying because you ignore me, I'm dying because I can't hug or kiss you, I'm dying because we act like strangers" I feel his lips on my hair. He places a soft kiss on my hair before stop crying. This is the first time I saw him crying. I fall for his tears, I fall for him again.

Luhan POV's

As usual, I will wake up earlier and sneak out from her room. But today, I just froze on my place when I open my eyes. I saw a pair of beautiful eyes staring at me. Seoyeon "I can explain about this" I said "I'm sorry, I just---" "Sssst" Her finger infront of my lips "Can we just go back to sleep?" She hugs me back and close her eyes. I'm confused right now. She is warm to me. I stare at her and suddenly she open her lips "I heard everything" My heart skip a beat "I remember every single words you said last night and----" She opens her eyes and looks into my eyes "----I remember your tears" She continued. I bite my lips and caress her cheek "I just----" "I know Han, I feel the same too, I really want to trust you but I'm scared of the truth since you are drunk that time" Her words give me a slight relief. She feels the same "I'm sorry baby" I said that to her.She stares at me "Han, I trust you" She starts "I will always trust you whatever happened, even you hurt me, I know you still love me, I trust you" She caressed my cheek and move her face closer to me "Whatever happen, I will protect you and our baby, I will be your side and never leave you" She ended her words and give me a soft kiss on the lips. I close my eyes try to remember her sweet lips. I miss her lips so much.

Seoyeon POV's

This morning kiss turns into making love. After a long time, we made love again. This is so different from another time. He was gentle and soft. I can feel every touch he made and everything he did full of love. I know he is afraid to hurt me. He always ask me if I'm alright. I feel his love, I know this is the right choice to trust him. Whatever happen I will be there for him. If I want to think about it once again, Luhan never ripped a skirt like that, he will rip it all or not at all "Yeon-ah" I hear his voice. I lift my face from his chest and saw his smile "I need to get ready for work" He said that and I nodded. I move my head from his chest to the pillow. I watch him move out from the bed and used his clothes. He walks to the door and turns his face to me "Come with me" He said. I nodded and stand up from the bed. I cover my body with the blanket because I'm too lazy to use my clothes. We walk back to our room and he immediately pull me to the bathroom "You go with me to the office"

Luhan POV's

I feel like I live again. I can't wait for the meeting to end cause I really want to see my Seoyeon "You look different" Xiumin whispered to me. I turn my face to him "You look alive" He continued and I smile to him "Can I hand this work to you again? I have something urgent" I said to Xiumin and grab my blazer. I walk out from the meeting room and run to my office. I open the door and saw Seoyeon there "Sweety" I called her and she turns her face to me. She stands up from the couch and walk to me "I thought your meeting still on going, but why----" I cut her words with my lips. I kiss her lips softly and I still don't get enough of this. I broke the kiss and smile "I have something urgent so I left them" I said "What's that?" She asked "Here, your lips" I rub her lips with my thumb and smile "I'm dying all this time because I can't kiss you but now you back" I kiss her again and hug her body. I want to live like this forever. Suddenly she broke the kiss and smile to me "Isn't that an important meeting?" She asked "Xiumin there and you have to know, you are the most important for me" I don't let her say a word and just kiss her lips. I miss her and I miss her sweet lips.