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that night 

cait couldn't take it anymore 

she broke, she cried 

she filled the bathtub 

and sat down, she grabbed the razor

and she cut, but she cut way too much than she used to 

she watched the red liquid drop to the water 

and then she saw nothing but a black .

the next morning 

luke waited for cait 

in her seat as he told her 

but she never showed up 

and when he arrived at school 

he was met by everyone already

talking about her, how she killed herself 

and realized that she was right 

he couldn't save her,

she was already at the bottom 

she let the darkness swallow her .

as he reached to his bag he found her last note 

that he didn't see yesterday 

dear luke,

i am so sorry i let you down, 

but i tried so hard, 

really i did 

it's just got to the point 

where it hurt to wake up, or breathe 

i really loved you luke, but i couldn't let you be miserable with me 

please promise me to live your life, and do the things i couldn't do 

please keep smiling, because i'll finally be happy .

ps, i've always loved you, and always will .

sincerely, caitlyn .

and he cried and cried because his promise to her broke .