After we just left him there, we went straight to our classes. I started to feel this weird feeling. Is it guilt? I ignored the feeling and looked around the class. I noticed jonathan wasnt in class. Of course he's not, after what we did to him he wouldnt be able to walk at all. He probably went home. did he walk or did someone find him? For some reason I want to make sure he's ok but that will ruin my reputation. If someone sees me even talking to him nicely there's no telling whats going to happen next.

The bell rang. I gathered all my stuff and went straight to my next class, ignoring eveyone I went by. I was to busy thinking about him. Is it possible that I might of killed him? I wasnt paying attention to where I was going and ran into tyler. "Watch wher- oh even haha I thought you was somone else. Are you ok?" He asked concerned. I shook my head yes and went to my class.

After my last class ended I went to my locker and took all my stuff out of it. After I was done I walked out the doors and started walking home. "Hey wait!" I turned around to see lui trying to catch up to me. I wanted to keep walking but I didn't want to seem rude, so I stopped. When he caught up to me we started walking again. " so are you ok? You've been acting strange lately." Lui asked. He's like my best friend/brother I always tell him everything. But this I dont know if I can tell him. I never worried about someone like this besides the group of course. But I needed to get it off my chest and lui is my only option to go to. "Lui can I ask you something." I said, putting my head down at the process of doing so. The ground seemed more interesting then anything else around me all of a sudden. I studied every step I took. "Yeah, of course man. You can tell me anything." He said putting his hand on my shoulder.

I looked at him and gave him a weak smile. "Do you think we...killed jonathan?" I hesitated to say. There was a few minutes of silence before he spoke again, "I-I dont know." He stuttered. I looked back down. "Hey im sure he's fine evan. Look I feel guilty too, seeing him like that and us just leaving him there was just horrible to see and think about it he looks strong so im sure he's fine. Why are you so worried about him anyways? Your usually not like this." He said. He's right, I dont know why im so worried, my mind just keeps replaying and replaying it as if its trying to show me what I did wrong and that I should fix it. "I don't know why im so worried about him." I told him "look your just worrying to much hopefully he's ok. Just dont let stuff get to your head alright?" He said. By the time he said that we was already in front of my house. "Alright, thanks lui." I said before walking up to my porch. I gave him a warm smile as he walked to his house.

I walked in my house, threw all my stuff on the ground in frustration and sat down on my sofa. I Sighed in frustration. Why am I so worked up about this? I put my head in my hands. I stood in that position for about an hour or so. I need to go take a shower and clear my head. After I was done with trying to figure out why I was so worked up, which I never figured it out, I went up stairs and went to my room to get my night clothes ready. I went to the bathroom and took a shower the whole time I had my head against the wall looking down.

I got out the shower, got dressed and laid down. I hope he's ok? I laid there thinking about him. He was in pain and I caused most of it. I wish I never did that but thats all I know how to do. I looked at the clock and it was 12am. Wow I have been thinking about this for way to long. I started to get tired and fell asleep.

Im sorry its short I promise the next chapter will be longer. I have school to take care of ugh! And thanks again foxy
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