HIGHSCHOOL
high school was like a prison where you don't want to come but you have to come no matter what. The only reason you enjoy coming to school everyday is because of namjoon. Your one and only best friend, you had a mad crush on him. He was everything you looked for in a guy. He was smart, handsome, and kind. But the only problem is he only saw you as a good friend. You wanted to be seen more than just a friend. You watch him as girls come and go for him. You where always there when his heart got broken or he had a new girlfriend. He's actually trying to get another to be his girlfriend. It hurts you a lot seeing him going after girls who were all wrong for him. But he seem to have deep feelings for this girl. Usually when he likes a girl it was easy for him because he would confess and they would always like him back. But this time it was different with this girl, he's slowly trying to get her and he's spending all his time he came with her. Being extra careful afraid he'll do something wrong.
" Efsevia, I'm going to do it today "
" do what "
" I'm going to tell her I like her "
You didn't want to tell him that you didn't want him too. That you wanted to be the one to be with him.
" wish you luck, she'll definitely say yes to you "
It's been 6months since namjoon and his new girlfriend jihae have been dating. He seem to really love her for him to date her for this long. Today was their 6month anniversary and you just hated seeing them together to much.
" Efsevia, I need your help "
" with what "
" helping me pick out a gift for jihae "
" why can't you just do it yourself "
" because I need a girls perspective and since I can't take jihae can you do it please for your BEST FRIEND "
" UGHH okay fine, but you own me "
" thank you so much "
He hugged and pecked your cheeks. He's always been doing that and that would always make you blush hard. Making your face feel hot from the little peck he would leave on your cheeks. You would always imagine how it would be if you were to be able to kiss this lips just once.
" I'll come pick you up at 5 "
" okay "
you went shopping with namjoon to find his girlfriend a gift for her. It felt like we were on a date. We made jokes that only we understood we are ice cream. We went inside many stores even though every think I tried on was for his girlfriend. Even if this isn't for me I still want to cherish this for a moment. We finally found what he wanted to give for her and decided to go home.
" thanks for coming with me "
" your welcome, what are best friends for "
" your the best "
" I know am "
He hugged you before leaving even though on the inside you were hurting. If only he would understand how you really felt for him.
4years later we are finally adults we are now living on our own. You and namjoon are still the best of friends. jihae and namjoon broke up last year. You still love him and it's still hurts you seeing him go girl after girl. You bare the pain of loving someone you can't have for 5years. He also became popular in the music industry. But lately he's been practicing alone. He would come over to sleep in your apartment that you bought to live in alone. He would come sleep here when he's too tired and don't want to be bother by the boys. You guys also made friends with six handsome guys. You recently became close with one of them he's a year younger but he's the most happiest you ever know. Him the boys were coming over today to watch movies with you.
PHONE CALL
" HOSEOK when are you guys coming "
" I'm coming and I'm bringing pizza "
" your the best "
" I know I am "
END OF PHONE CALL
An hour later everyone arrived to your house. You loved the youngest ones because they always greet you with lost of happiness.
Jungkook: noona
" Jungkook "
You hugged Jungkook but jimin and Taehyung came over to you.
Jimin: " hey we want hugs to "
" okay group hug "
They all hugged you while jumping around.
Hoseok: " okay that's enough, you guys have to share "
They let go of you and Hoseok hugged you tightly. You saw namjoon and jihae walk in and your heart sunk.
Namjoon: " EFSEVIA "
He ran to hug you, you felt his warm arms around you. You love it when he embrace you. You looked seeing a girl with him.
" who's this "
" oh I forgot too tell you, I was going to bring a date "
Here he goes again.
" alright that's fine, okay guys let's watch the movie "
You guys decided to watch a scary movie. You were going to sit next to namjoon but his date " accidentally "
Pushed you away.
" I'm sorry, but I was going to sit here "
" oh go ahead "
You came over and sat next to Hoseok. You guys were half way in the movie the guys were talking about what was happening in the movie and here you are still looking at namjoon and his date. They were obviously going to end up dating each sooner or later. You decided to excuse yourself out of the room.
" I'll be back "
You went outside to get fresh air.
" what's up "
You jumped from the sudden voice behind you. You turned around seeing Hoseok.
" nothing I just needed fresh air "
" liar, tell me what really going on with you and your little crush on namjoon "
You stayed quiet not wanting to answer him afraid you'll say something too cheesy.
" is it that obvious "
" yeah, kinda "
" how is it that you guys caught on so quickly but he doesn't and he's the smart one with an IQ of 148 "
Hoseok chuckled alittle
" that's because he isn't looking carefully, he's just looking for random girls to be when but he isn't looking at who really cares and love him "
" I really don't know what else I can do to get his attention "
" I know this isn't one of your option and it's pretty childish but let's date "
" what, DA-TE "
" not really dating just pretend "
" how is that going to work "
" trust me it will, we all should know namjoon pretty by now if doesn't get what he wants he'll try to fight for it "
" how do we know he wants me "
" trust me I know he wants you, he's just isn't realizing the fact that he wants to be with you yet "
" are you sure this will work "
" Efsevia trust m- "
" I know I know trust you "
" alright let's go tell them now "
You eyes balls nearly popped out of your eyes.
" what now "
" yes now "
He grabbed your hand pulling you back inside.
" EVERYBODY, I have announcement to make "
You hid behind Hoseok trying to get him to stop. You whispered to him
" please not like this "
He pulled he out from behind him
" we are officially dating "
Everyone clapped accept for namjoon who is just looking at us.
Trough out the whole movie night you felt the awkwardness between you and namjoon. The movies ended and everyone was leaving. You and Hoseok saw namjoon and his dating coming towards your direction. Hoseok leaned down to whisper in your ears.
" you have to kiss me "
" what, why kiss "
" hurry up, do you want this to work or not "
You were taking a while to debate whether or not you should do it.
" hurry up their coming "
" Hoseok I don't think I can do this "
" UGHH "
He place his hand behind your neck and pulled you in for a kiss. Your eyes widen. He pulled away and you can see namjoon starring at us.
" see you later "
Hoseok smiled at you and left with namjoon and his date. You closed the door feeling your heart race so quickly. You were ready to get to bed but later got a text.
TEXT MESSAGE
from: namjoonie ❤️
" so I see your not dating hosoek "
" yeah, I really didn't think we would to be honest "
" why "
" umm because I didn't think he liked me "
" oh, okay well goodnight I had fun tonight "
" me too, goodnight "
END OF TEXT MESSAGE
You felt bad that you were doing this to him but at the same time you really did want him to realize you.
Namjoon POV
knowing that Hoseok and Efsevia are dating, I really didn't like the sound or idea of that. I really didn't like seeing them together because I like her. I just never told her that because I was afraid to get rejected. All these girls that I've been dating was just a way for me to not like Efsevia But it didn't work I already love her so much. I wish I can tell her that I love her and that she should be with me not hoseok. I have nothing against them but it's like she's my best friend and her dating one of my best bud it's a bit off for me. It's only been 2 weeks that they have been dating and she's already blowing me off to do things with Hoseok. I know she isn't my girlfriend but I'm her best friend. She never blew me off for anyone before. I really am starting to hate the fact that they are dating each day. I don't know but I'm feeling jealous of Hoseok. He gets to be the one to hold her kiss those lips of hers. I shook my head from these thoughts why was I thinking about this. I should be happy Efsevia is dating someone who's kind to her. I really needed to get my thoughts cleared so I called Mandy.
I grabbed my jacket and was about to leave
Hoseok: " where are you going "
" to the bar with Mandy "
I left because I couldn't stand looking at Hoseok right now. I couldn't stand that I was jealous of him that I should've just told Efsevia that I love her then we would've been together.
Your POV
you were with Hoseok at your apartment talking about what else should you guys to.
" Hoseok it's been 2weeks already and he hasn't said anything or done anything "
" yeah I guess my plan didn't work "
" obviously "
" because he's going out with Mandy tonight "
You felt like someone just stabbed you in the chest with a shape knife.
" I guess he really doesn't care about me then "
" I'm sorry Efsevia I really thought this would have worked "
" it's okay Hoseok it's not your fault at all "
Hoseok was leaving and you felt all broken. You decided to just let it go and forget all about your feelings for him. But how could you when you loved him all this time. But then again he only sees you as a good friend. And now he's out with another girl tonight. Your feelings were now all confuse at the moment. You came and laid in bed just scrolling through your stuff and didn't realize it was already 2am. You were just about to go to bed when you heard the door bell. You were startled for a moment thinking who would be ringing the door bell at 2am. You grabbed an umbrella. You heard loud pounding on the door. You were now terrified and didn't even want to go check. You got closer to the door and looked through the peek hole seeing namjoon. You felt less tense knowing it was only him. You opened the door seeing a slightly drunk namjoon.
" what are you doing here at this hour "
" I have to tell you something "
" are you drunk "
" of course not "
" yeah I think you are, maybe you should go home and tell me tomorrow when your sober "
You were about to shut the door when he stopped you from closing it. He open came inside and walked closer to you. You looked into his eyes and this isn't the same namjoon you know who's always so kind and cheerful.
" your scaring me "
You stopped when your back lightly hit the counter behind you. You could smell his cologne and the smell of alcohol. He pulled you by the waist closer to his chest.
" I really don't like the the way your acting towards me "
" what d-do you mean "
" I also don't like that your taken by Hoseok "
" I- "
" don't talk just listen "
You nodded feeling abit afraid to even say anything else
" I also don't like that you blew me off to hang out with him "
" namjoon "
" and I really don't like that you kissed him, you are not allowed to ever kiss anyone but me "
" but we're not even together "
" I hate hearing those words coming out from your mouth "
" please stop, let's talk when your sober "
Your tried pulling away but he just held you closer and tighter.
" these lips are mine "
He pulled you in for a rough sloppy kiss. You were struggling to pull away but he wouldn't budge. But you later found yourself falling for the kiss. You closed your eyes and you always wanted to feel his lips on yours. The kiss got less rough and more passionate. Both your lips moving in sync. You both pulled away for air looking into each other's eyes.
" I love you Efsevia and this isn't just drunk talking but I love you, I've always had and I just never told you because I was afraid you'll reject me. And then when I saw you and Hoseok together I just couldn't handle it "
You smiled at him and pecked his lips
" I love you too namjoon and I've been waiting for this for a long time "
" sorry for keeping you waiting for this long "
" it's okay "
" oh and don't hang around Hoseok too much or even talk to him "
You chuckled at cute he was
" why are you jealous "
" yes, so don't talk to him "
" ohh, I think I should tell you "
" tell me what "
" that Hoseok and I weren't really dating it was pretend just to get you to notice me "
" well it sure did work "
" I know "
" but now you need to be punished "
" punished "
He started kissing your lips while hands are on the small of your back.
He pulled away looking at you
" you'll see "
" it's true strange things do happen at 2am "