Well as far as I know my dad started drinking so he wouldn't think about my mom an her death, but then it was like he just kept drinking for different reasons stress work anger till he got addicted. Whenever he would get drunk he would always find a way to get angry or upset with me. I had just gotten home from school it was the 3rd week of my 7th grade year I happen to have gotten a well over decent amount of homework that night so I went straight to my room so I could get it all done and so I wouldn't have to worry about it latter. I'm doing my math homework and then I hear, "KATIE GREEN GET YOUR MOTHER F*CKING A** DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW!!!!". I jumped up and ran down the stairs as fast as lightning, these thoughts running through my mind all at once oh gosh what did I do this time I just got home I went straight to my room what could I have possibly done wrong now.!? I reach the bottom of the steps in fear I raise my head to meet eye's with the man I was once proud to call my father but now he's just a stranger to me. "Now KATIE, please tell me why the F*CKING DISHES ARNT CLEAN!! " Dammit I was so focused on doing my homework I forgot to do the cores. I don't think he noticed the trash yet hopefully he won't notice. "Oh umm... I'm really sorry "dad" I completely over looked my chores I was so focused on my homework, I said as a half assed smile painted across my face. "I'll let is slide FOR NOW but if that shit happens EVER again you'll be grounded for two weeks with no dinner GOT IT?! " " YES yes again I'm really sorry " You don't even cook shit in this house how are you going to ground me from eating?.. It doesn't matter not like we have any fresh food anyway. It doesn't matter I don't eat anyway I'm still way to fat. I wash the dishes, dads out cold on the couch with a beer in his hand, as per usual. I look at the time ubove the stove 10:17 PM Damnit I still have homework to get done. I run upstairs I finish my homework as fast as I can to the best of my abilities and then I pray please please let tomorrow be better then today a nice dad,kind classmates,a nice teacher please. I lay in my bed plug in my ear buds so I can listen to music to help me sleep. I listen to music like :

As I drift into a deep sleep with tears running down the side of my face I whisper "Good night mom I miss you and I love you. ❤"
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That's that for this part of the story
Umm I hope you guys enjoyed it as much as I did and a good morning and good night to all my Hu-mans stay awesome everyone! Peace✌

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