Still remember when the days got shorter. The Dark no longer felt wrong. Mother thought it bad to leave me on my own for to long. Ignoring all plea's for my rest, I decided to listed to a new song. 'Goodbye'. It's about a kid committing suicide. To be honest I'm terrified by how much his thoughts reflected mine.     

I started trembling. Never cause I was afraid. No, but because of the elation I got as my minds images played. I was excited at the thought of hurting in such ways. He claims that every 43 seconds there's an attempted suicide. Expresses that every 18 minutes someone else dies.

I closed my eyes with an assonance of heavy on my vocals. 'She's but a lonely young pup' I often hear from the locals. 

"1~2~." Oh, death shall be here soon. "3~4~." I should lock my door. "5~6~." Before mother comes, I'll end it. "7~8~" I think I'll sleep soon. It's getting late. "9~10~" Finally, the blood loss settles in. 

Hmm... Now that was only ten seconds! I bet I'll be dead prior to the 18 minutes.