Rin had to admit the rooms were much better than what he was used to. Everything looked as if new. There were four beds, a bathroom, two big desks, and little cabinets for their clothes.

"You'll be sleeping in the bottom bunk, I'll move to the top one," Bon said moving to the left of the room to move the blankets and pillows to the top bunk. When the covers were pulled away new ones appeared out of nowhere, clothes on top and a small green hamster.

"What the..!" Bon exclaimed talking some steps back. Rin however just approached the bed. "Hey Amaimon," he greeted putting his sword down. "Hey little brother, aniki told me to bring your clothes," Amaimon said in a  monotous voice, munching on a small lollipop. "Thank you." Amaimon nodded and jumped onto Rin's shoulder.

"I wanna stay with you," Rin looked towards Bon and pointed towards Amaimon. "He wants to stay." He said simply. Bon snapped out of his daze and scratched the back of his head. "If you want, but no causing any problems, and don't tell Konekomaru about what the hamster really is, he'll freak out" Rin nodded and grabbed some clothes, walking to the bathroom. "I'm gonna take a shower," Rin put down Amaimon on his bed and walked to the bathroom, closing the door. "OK." Bon said, starting to put Rin's clothes away.

When he was finally done he sigh and sat down with his back to the bed. "Hey bon," Shima and Konekomaru greeted. "Oh hey guys," "Is Rin already here?" Shima asked sitting on Konekomaru's bed. "Yeah," Konekomaru sat besides Shima and played with his shirt.

"Something bothering you Koneko?" Bon grabbed the hamster that kept on trying to crawl onto him and set it on the floor. "It's just that... I'm still... I'm still not sure," Konekomaru said hesitating. "Sure of what, just say it man," Shima put an arm around his shoulders.

Konekomaru breathed in and looked at Bon in the eye. "I'm still not sure if Rin should really be here. He's a demon, even if only half, what if he loses control and attacks us. He might kill one of us bon. Aren't you worried about that?"

The green hamster attacked Konekomaru as soon as he said that. The little animals fury radiating dead. "Ahh!" Konekomaru yelled. "Amaimon no, let Koneko go, Now!" Bon yelled trying to grab the small animal.

The animal went stiff and suddenly ran towards the bathroom door, scratching at it. When the door didn't open, with a green puff Amaimon appeared before the door. "Am... Amaimon!!" Shima yelled.

Amaimon mumble something and then with a kick send the door to the floor. "Hey!!" Bon yelled standing up to stop him but before he could do anything he was already out the window.

"What's his problem," Shima asked. "No, no no no NO!!" Bon yelled pulling on his hair. "Hey calm down wha.." "Rin isn't here, he must have heard Konekomaru, what am I going to do, ugh!" Bon groaned. Shima and Konekomaru looked at each other shrugging. "I'll go look for him. You guys clean this up," Bon muttered already running out the door, whispering curses.

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Rin had just stepped out of the shower when he heard talking in the bedroom, deducting that it was Shima and Konekomaru who had arrived he shrugged drying his hair before putting in his clothes.

When he was putting on his shirt he stopped and listened. His heart skipped a beat when he heard what Konekomaru was saying, "I'm still not sure if Rin should really be here. He's a demon, even if only half, what if he loses control and attacks us. He might kill one of us bon. Aren't you worried about that?"

Rin's vision suddenly clouded a single tear sliding down his cheek. So that what they thought of him?. He put on his shirt and opened the window, they don't trust me, they hate me, they fear me.

With that realisation he jump out the window and started running. What had I expected, I was Satan's son for crying out loud, of course they wouldn't trust me. I didn't even trust myself why would they. It's better this way if I die they'll feel safe they can have a happy life. I'm useless I've always been and I'll always will.

A strangled sob made its way out his mouth, tears sliding down his cold cheeks. The sun was already setting in the horizon when he stumbled and fell. Sobs racking his small body, he let himself lag there.

Why? Why?! Was I born I only bring disgrace to this world, if I hadn't been alive maybe father would still be alive. When that thought closed Rin's head pictures of that night came back to him. Clutching his head he drew his knees to his chest, sobbing uncontrollably.

I need to cut, it'll make the paint go away. He thought before trying to get up on shaking feet. He looked around him to notice that he was in the same woods Bon had found him in.

"Rin!!" Amaimon shouted suddenly appearing besides him. Rin stumbled backward surprised, and almost fell but Amaimon catched him. "Rin are you alright?" Amaimon asked softly, hugging him as close to him as he could, afraid that if he let go his little brother would disappear.

"Amaimon... I... I'm sorry," Rin said sobbing, clutching his half-brother's shirt. "Ohhh, Rin what are you sorry for," Amaimon asked softly stroking his brother's hair. "I... I was thinking....thinking of...ending it" Rin started to cry even harder now noticing what he was about to do. Amaimon stiffened slightly, hugging his little brother tighter. "Rin," he whispered, not knowing what to do or say. "I'm sorry," Rin said again.

Amaimon let his brother cry to his heart content, all the while trying to assure him that everything would be alright, but he himself wasn't sure. He could feel his brother's pain and that made it even worse. After a while of crying he felt his brother's heart slow down and his breathing becoming stable. He looked down to find his brother's sleeping face on his shoulder, the only thing holding him up was his strong hold on him.

Amaimon let go with one hand and as careful as he could picked his brother up, bridal style. "Rin, what can I do to help you?" He asked the sleeping teen in his arms before walking towards Mephisto's home. Tonight his little brother would be sleeping with him.