Rin once more dug the knife deep into his wrist this time not caring how deep or where he cut. He just wanted to forget what had happened that day.

Once again he had been yelled at while trying to help. He had seen a demon with Konekomaru and tried to draw the demon away from him, but apparently they all thought he had tried to attack him.

Rin tried to explain but nobody wanted to hear him out. Bon shouted at him to get lost, that nobody needed him, and his brother had, once again, pointed his damned gun at him. That's what hurts him the most, their words and actions.

After Bon had said to get lost and the rest had looked at him with disgust and hate in their eyes he could take it no more so he turned and ran towards the woods, tears in his eyes. Which brings him to this moment.

Still with tears in his eyes he moved the blade of the knife to a part just above his wrist and cut into the visible blue vein. He felt a lot of pain but he pushed the knife down on the other hand. He was going to make another cut but suddenly he felt really dizzy.

Falling to the woods ground his vision blurry with tears, he realized he had gone to far this time. He suddenly lost all hope of somebody founding him and helping him, but right before he passed out he heard what sounded like Ryuuji's voice calling out his name nearby.
So with the little strength he had left he moved some branches of a bush before losing consciousness.

Bon saw how Rin yelled demon and then attacked Konekomaru. He immediately reacted and came to his friend's rescue, his teacher appeared and pointed his gun at Rin. Rin said something about a demon on Konekomaru but he didn't let him finish, he just yelled at Rin and started at him with pure hatred.

Then he saw something he would never thought he would see coming from the brunette in front of him. He saw tears in his eyes, a single tear rolling down his cheek before turning and running.

Bon instinctively ran after him yelling  'take care of Konekomaru' over his shoulder. He ran as fast as he could but didn't catch up to Rin and it was more difficult when they got to the woods Rin got out of his sight. He ran around for a while heading deeper into the woods but he was starting to see no way of finding Rin so he stopped and called out 'Rin!'.

He listened and then he heard a bush moving. He could barely make out where it came from, but he headed toward the sound immediately because it only sounded for like five seconds.

When he came near where he thought he'd heard the rustling come from, he saw blood on the ground. He panicked and looked over the bushes where he saw a sight that nearly stopped his heart completely, there layer Rin with tears on cheeks, unconscious, and arms full of cuts some older than others, and two deep cuts on his veins.

"Rin, why...Why'd you do something like this" he got out before stepping forward and picking Rin up in his arms. He almost fell over because he had prepared himself for some weight but to his surprise and terror Rin weighted nothing, he felt like he was nothing but a mere child. Taking a deep breath he quickly ran as fast as he could back towards the academy, not stopping even to catch his breath.

When he reached a door he quickly pulled out a key that would take him to cram school, and put it in swiftly opening the door and quickly making his way to the infirmary.

"We have an emergency" he said storming in the door, holding Rin out in his arms. "Aaaah isn't that Satan's spawn!" A women yelled slightly backing away. Thankfully that wasn't the doctor. The doctor quickly stood and moved to an empty bed. "Lay him here" he said getting out antibiotics, alcohol, bandages, as also many other things that Bon couldn't name.

"What happened?" The doctor asked Bon while tending to Rin's wounds. "Can't you see?!" Bon yelled frustrated at what the doctor had asked, 'I mean isn't it obvious, why do doctors always ask that kind of questions' Bon thought getting more frustrated.

The doctor didn't even look up, just shook his head slightly, "I know what happened, I'm just asking what you did this time to upset him so much" Bon stared at the doctor slightly before relaxing a little, but quickly tensed up again when he started to answer. " I..." He looked to the side, "I yelled at him to get lost, his...um...his brother pointed a gun at him" Bon looked up to see the doctor starting to clean up.

"Look, umm..." "Suguro Ryuuji" "OK, then look Suguro, I will be blunt with you because I think this has gone too far already. Rin has been visiting me in secret since his secret came out, he saved my life one time, of course at that time he was still human, but that doesn't matter" Bon nodded slowly, getting nervous. "I admit I was a little scared at first when he told me, but Rin is a great kid, he even makes me wonder who are the real demons are, he started to get even more depressed, and then one day I discovered he was cutting, his healing abilities seem to have slowed down too, that is because he hasn't been eating properly, I have tried everything, believe me I have, but he won't listen to me", the doctor stopped, clenching his teeth and fists. Bon raised an eyebrow but said nothing allowing the doctor to continue. " I even called his brother to come see me, but after I told him he just seemed disgusted and left, later Rin came to see me saying that his brother had yelled at him to leave everybody alone, to not bother people, that brat doesn't even care about his brother having anorexia and severe depression." Bon backed away slightly, he was surprised but anger suddenly ran through his being.

"Okumura-sensei did that?" He asked thru clenched teeth. The doctor sigh and nodded. Bon looked towards Rin's limp body, noticing how fragile he looked at the moment.

"If you'll excuse me doctor I need to go somewhere but please call me if anything happens to Rin or if he wakes up," Bon whispered, grabbing a pen from the desk and writing his cellphone number.

"I'll come check on him late," he seethed, walking out of the infirmary with clenched fists and wild look in his eyes.

A/N: none of the pictures or characters are mine they all belong to their rightful owners. The characters won't act like themselves in this fanfic so if you don't like it don't read. Yukio is going to be mean. Mephisto and amaimon will act like responsible big brothers, or at least try to. Sorry if you don't like my story, I'm not very good at writing.