Hey! Lot's of POV changes in this chapter! Thou hast been warned!

Thor's POV

I walked up to Heimdall. It hadn't been long since Loki's death and I wanted to know how (Y/n) was holding up.
"Can you see her?" I questioned him. He glanced over with a sorrowful look upon his face.
"She is in great pain. There are no lights where she is now, so it was quite a strain to see anything at all, but yes. I saw her. She refuses to leave her room. Stays locked up for days. I doubt she will ever leave again." Heimdall shook his head sadly, then looked back down into the abyss. My heart sank. I wish I could be there for her...

Tony's POV

She won't accept food or company and has somehow awarded us off from even get in. Including Vision who can walk through walls. He absence had heightened my drinking a lot. So much, in fact, that my friends consistently have to hide any form of alcohol from me and carry me to my room when I inevitably find it. With each passing day, I get more and more scared. She was like a sister to me. All I wished was that she would talk to me more. I wish that she would come out and see me. I miss her face...

Nat's POV

(Y/n) and I used to spar all the time. Usually, she would totally kick my ass, but I would win sometimes. Now, though? I can't even look at her door without feeling absolutely terrified. Not if her, just... what might become of her. I think that she's wasting away in there, crying out helplessly but no one can hear because she's only speaking in her head. She was the person I was closest to on this team. I really want to help her, to tell her it will all be okay, but... I'm not so sure that it will anymore.

Vision's POV

I hadn't known her as well as I would have liked to, but I wish that (Y/n) would come to her senses. I knew she was kind hearted and friendly, a true joy to be around. These aren't the only reasons I need her back, though. Stark has been so distant from everyone ever since she left and I would like to see him healthy and behaving like his old self again. I know it seems as though I don't care for (Y/n), but that simply isn't true. I just care for her and Stark as well.

Clint's POV

I've tried everything I can to get into (Y/n)'s room. I crawled through the vents but her's were welded shut, I tried breaking down the door but she had a blockade in front of it. When I really lost it, I tried to take a sledgehammer to her walls, but... something threw me back before I even got a swing in. I think that (Y/n) has gotten more alert due to how she's living now. I just wish she wanted to talk to me.

Wanda's POV

Vision has been trying his best to help me through all of this, but... I don't know if I can take it. (Y/n) and I were really close, especially after she convinced me that my powers were still good and that I was capable of great things. She fought me to appreciate myself, to be at peace with everything that had happened and move forward with my life. Now, it seems as if she may need to take her own advice to heart.

Steve's POV

I can't seem to get a good night's sleep anymore. Not when I know that (Y/n) is suffering behind my walls. She's right next to me, yet distant. Sometimes I try to talk to her through the walls, but... she never answers. Never even makes an attempt. I know it's pointless, but I always try. Some nighta, or even during the day, I can hear her sobbing in her room. I know how she feels. When I lost Bucky I shut myself off from people, built walls around myself so that I couldn't get hurt anymore. I tried to drink away my sorrows but I couldn't even get drunk anymore. I don't blame
(Y/n) for her actions, I just know that (from personal experience) it helps to talk to people about how you feel.

Bucky's POV

(Y/n) hadn't been doing so well. Not since Loki died, anyway. I had enjoyed his company and missed him, but... losing (Y/n) took its toll on us all. Tony was always drinking, Steve was always upset, Natasha wouldn't spar with anyone, Wanda just kept crying all the time, Vision was finding difficulty juggling Wanda and Tony and Clint was destroying the place trying to find a way to get (Y/n) out of her room. And me? Well... I miss her a lot. She was the only one I could talk to about how I felt about myself and how I was. She would always listen intently, help me to figure things out and show me kindness even when I didn't think I deserved it. Without her, it feels like we aren't a team. Sometimes, I wonder if we would have disbanded without her here and if we will now that she's basically gone. Sometimes Tony gets angry and starts throwing bottles at her door when he's drunk, telling her that she shouldn't be so terrible to all of us, but he always apologizes when he sobers up again. Alcohal did always heighten Tony's greatest feelings and I suppose that must have been the greatest one of all. I just hope that everything turns out alright. But that's all I can do. Hope.