So I wanted to let you guys know I didn't kill myself yet. I read all of your comments and I really do appreciate all of them. Some family stuff came up and I've been crying these past days for the whole night and haven't been eating, sleeping well, and I just can't talk to anyone. Family issues, right? I'd like to say that I'm doing okay, but I don't like lying for I'm no good at it. Instead of cutting, I've made a doll that I can torment if I'm upset. I've also been sewing (Haha. I'm such a loser). Anyway, I feel really really bad for not updating in like a month. I think that's wrong because I haven't been keeping track. I have to go to school and I think I'll just get worse. I'm apologizing now so in the future, you'll know why I am not updating. Thank you for putting up with all of my complaints and rants. I hope that I can start writing again.
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