Author's Note: 

Hello Sweethearts,

How are you all? 

You all are waiting for update, i know. I will soon continue to update the stories. I won't delay much. I know I kind of make myself disappear, running from the world..people and don't know what!

I just needed to feel me to come back again. Depression is hard to get over when it is your only companion for last 10+ years. Now it's get into my soul... my blood. Depression becomes me now. Sorry to make you wait. but i needed me. I love being alone with myself. I can remain like this forever. Not because i want to escape reality. No. I am aware of the reality, just don't want to destroy anything by releasing my storm. So alone time helps me to control myself. yeah. I will continue my story soon. I know some people say its okay to release your anger.. your emotion... your feelings. 

But no... it's not convenient for every person. Controlling is the best option for me. So i have to be me for that only.  Sorry, i am being ridiculous .. may be. i am not good at explaining me.

Anyways,

From next week i will start to update. But don't expect regular update. 

I... i can't do regular update.... 

 I lost so many things in last 26 months that no can imagine... it's incalculable. Limitless. And Now i am standing on a thin floss with zero. Nothing. I can fall anytime and that's what i can't afford right now.. So it won't be possible for me to do regular update. Trust me,  I am just contending hard to arise from the scratch. I have to begin with zero. and i have no idea how. BUT...... I KNOW I CAN. I have this trust in me. And i have faith in my ALLAH.  And i believe IF there is Zero then there is the beginning of new. 

Ah...

Hope you understand if i don't do regular update. umm... I will update Next week. 

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