Depressed.

My family doesn't love me.

Dysphoric.

My body will never look how I want it.

Alone.

Everyone leaves me.

In pain.

It hurts really bad.

Worthless.

Do I even have a purpose?

Useless.

No. I don't.

Unholy.

It's "not right" to transition in the eyes of God.

Unloved.

Everyone hates me.

A sin.

That's all I am to my family.

Suicidal.

Sometimes I wish I was gone.

...

Scared.

Scared of death.

I don't want to die, just want to disappear.

Overall not okay

Blasting music at 5 am