voice to believe in

i have observed how myths and sayings work. they are all casted with such majestic voice. they are all told with such firmness not all can have. gullible thirsts for this passionate tone. you are lucky if you have that voice they are dying to hear.

one day, i tried it. one day, i faked my voice. one day, i pretended to be passionate. . . even without so much uncertainty. . . even with so little chance of success. i tried. i tried and unexpectedly, it worked. it worked great. so now, i randomly did it. i have this very wild thought that every myths and saying are there because someone believed in it. so as long as there is one or two believing in me, i won’t stop.

i am not using this to fool around. i am using this to see how i am affecting people. does my thought messes their minds up? does my story cling in their heads? does my word make them wonder and reflect? and so far, they do. my words affect people. and it’s nice to know that i have this impact. huge or tiny, it’s a great start. it’s still an influence. it’s still counted as a change.

they say fake it ‘til you own it. that is what i did at first. until i learn how to do it casually. that one rare voice, now i own it.