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12:44, AM

It's now past midnight and I still somehow can't get over of what happened yesterday. Who would have given me those roses and that too, the number of roses in that bouquet was 18 this time. At my last birthday I got 17 roses and I was actually 17 at that time. This had been happening since when I was 15.

Yes, young but the right age I started overthinking. I knew for sure that those red roses were from the same field or shop because all of them over the past 3 years smelled the very same. I could still remember it's smell, so elegant and filled with love. The water droplets went perfectly well with the café's lightings, it looked like clear crystals glowing.

It's time for me to sleep, I mumbled as I switched off my tablet and went to change into my pajama's after brushing my teeth.

Y/n's PJ's: [not park jimin hehe] 

🧇(∪.∪ )...ᶻᶻᶻ ​🇹​​🇮​​🇲​​🇪​​🇸​​🇰​​🇮​​🇵​ ​🇹​​🇴​ ​🇦​​🇫​​🇹​​🇪​​🇷​ ​🇩​​🇮​​🇳​​🇳​​🇪​​🇷​ → ​🇲​​🇴​​🇷​​🇳​​🇮​​🇳​​🇬​ 🧇(∪.∪ )...ᶻᶻᶻ

I woke up to my alarm blasting off or that's what I thought would happen but somehow I woke up before that, I yawned and stretched my hands and legs to it's fullest before getting up from my bed. I made my way to the window and it was raining and surprisingly foggy at the same time! My eyes widened as I saw the view, it was so comfy and a good weather to sleep but then I realized that today was my math exam.

I lazily made my way to the restroom and started applying ice on my eyebags because they looked too puffy. After that I made myself some pasta and got ready for school.

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Today was really dull, I could barely listen to the class. I got distracted by the foggy rain hitting the classroom window gently with the beautiful lights of the city. All of a sudden, I felt someone tapping on my shoulder and when I looked at my side it was Hoseok. I was relived that it wasn't the teacher but my seatmate. He spoke in a low voice because the whole class was quiet, his voice mended in with the rain causing me to look at him with confused eyes.

He snapped his fingers before my face and I got back into reality, all those muffled voices faded and I was greeted by Kang Meyeon, my bestie. She and Hoseok were talking about something interesting because the eyes were wide open and lit with emotions.

They both were standing opposite to each other conversing something. I also wanted to know about what they were talking about, as I made my way over to them I was met by none other than Myung, my bully. Oh how I wish I could just disappear right now and to my luck, it was the 8th period. Just 1 more class and you'll be fine Y/n. I softly said under my breath. Myung snatched my spiral note from me, I tried my best to take it back but it's a no way around. She started tearing all the pages including the secret letters that I wrote for someone.

Before Myung could do more damage Hoseok and Namjoon made their way toward us and took my spiral note from her and Meyeon started threating her that if she does any more nonsense to me, she will take it to the principle.

A single tear dropped from my left eye, though it was just a tear it felt like a anchor fell right into my chest when I saw the letters being rip apart. I have the confidence to stand back but her dad is the headmaster and I was scared he'll fail me in class so I kept quiet. 

I muttered a small thanks and right at that time the bell rang so I took the opportunity to get home as fast as possible. I could see from the corner of my eye that Meyeon was running after me but I was not in that mood at all, I wanted to do is get home and scream on my pillow. When I reached the entrance of the campus I was ready to step into the rain but out of the blue I saw Jungguk standing there with a black umbrella which he was using and a pink one in his right hand, looking at me with those doe eyes. When his eyes met mine I felt like it was draícoht, I stood there for a few seconds before him offering me his extra umbrella that he bought for me. Only for me?.. But why?

​🇲​​🇪​​🇦​​🇳​​🇮​​🇳​​🇬: ​🇩​​🇷​​🇦​í​🇴​​🇨​​🇭​​🇹​ → ​🇼​​🇮​​🇹​​🇨​​🇭​​🇨​​🇷​​🇦​​🇫​​🇹​, ​🇲​​🇦​​🇬​​🇮​​🇨​; ​🇨​​🇭​​🇦​​🇷​​🇲​ ​🇦​​🇳​​🇩​ ​🇪​​🇳​​🇨​​🇭​​🇦​​🇳​​🇹​​🇲​​🇪​​🇳​​🇹​.

I was in a state of crying but I had so many questions so I asked him while walking to the café (The café is really close to Y/n's home) I opened my mouth to ask him but he just simply looked at me and reassured that everything will be alright and asked me if I have anything to say. I just nodded and asked him how he knew where I was studying and why he suddenly came to pick me up.

Your mom came to the café today and your mom looked very familiar to me, when I went to take her order she took hold of my hand and asked me If I was Jungguk. I said Yes and she looked so shocked, I asked her if something was wrong and she told me a real story that happened 11 years ago, wanna hear it? He asked.

Yea but how does my mom know you? I never said anything about you to her.

Well, it'll take sometime for you to remember who I actually am. Think back in time, 11 years ago..- *cut off by Y/n's mom*

Y/n! yelled your mom, but as soon as she saw Jungguk she warmly welcomed him. That smile! I remember it but I exactly don't know where she uses it. Y/n are you happy dear? asked your mom. Umm yes? I said in confusion, she looked over to Jungguk and I caught him mouthing, She doesn't know yet. What is going on? I asked in a voice that both of them could hear. He just said that I'll remember it when I remember it. Stop playing riddles Jungguk! I said in a annoyed voice. He gigged and bid goodbye and went to the Café to pick his bags. I wanted to know more but my mom just told me to go and sleep as it's already late.

I went to my room and took out the spiral notebook which Myung tore earlier. I sighed looking at the state of the secret letters that I wrote, I smiled seeing that it didn't have much damage than the other pages so I took it out and kept it safely under my desk. I changed from my uniform, ate some hot Ramey eon and went to sleep even though the words that Jungguk said kept repeating itself, I shrugged it off and fell asleep merging into my fantasy worlds which helps me to escape from reality.

↻|love,