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꒰ྀི ⠀GROWING 𖹭⠀PAIN! ᲐᲐ
© 𓈒 𝖻ⴗ 𖹭 ‎ֹ ‎ 'COUPLES' :; QUARREL ࣪ っ

falling endlessly
willingly go low

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anything in cursive is being said in chinese.

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𖣠 𝜗℘ ━━ mùlán wasn't having a good day. they were preparing for another comeback which meant that she was at her body's weakest point. she was drained of energy and it was causing her to daze in and out of focus. she only had a little longer to go with practice though, then she'd only have to worry about the promotional period.

then there was soobin. he understood her situation perfectly well and he tried to remain focused and not blame her if she started to hold them back a bit. he wasn't a perfect person though. even he could loose his temper after correcting her constantly throughout the day.

"damn it." mùlán groaned under her breath as she tripped over herself once again.

"you know what, let's just take another break." soobin sighed. he placed both of his hands on the top of his head. it was clear with his tone of voice he was getting fed up.

the rest of them nodded in agreement with his words. each of them heading over to their belonging to grab a water bottle, towels, and fans that were scattered in the corner of the practice room. mùlán might've not been doing as much as the others but she was still exhausted.

"we need to talk." soobin whisper to mùlán. she stopped undoing the cap to her waterbottle for a second and gave him a curious look. "what's up?" mùlán whispered back to him. "over here." soobin told her, waving for her to follow him as he headed towards the hall.

huffing a little to herself she set her waterbottle down and followed soobin out of the room. she already had a feeling on what he wanted to talk to her about and she wasn't excited in the least bit.

"what's wrong with you?" soobin sternly asked her. mùlán shrugged, leaning her body up against the wall. "i'm tired. i told you this earlier." mùlán told him. soobin scoffed a bit at that. "come on. everyone's tired, you can't use that as an excuse." he told her. "it's not an excuse! i. am. tired." mùlán repeated. she felt a bubble form in her chest, the way he even suggested that was an excuse making her angry.

soobin took a deep breath in. he was also growing more and more pissed the more they kept talking. "get your act together! we all worked hard to get here and we can't have anybody slowing us down right now." he told her pinched the bridge of his nose. "yeah, i got it. and don't talk to me like i'm stupid because i know exactly how hard we all worked to get here. just cut me a little slack." mùlán said with a roll of her eyes. "i cut you slack an hour and a half ago! if you weren't a girl maybe you'd stop daydreaming and start working!" soobin snapped at her.

he didn't mean it. they both knew that. neither of them wanted to acknowledge that now but sooner or later they would. they were both just too angry and too far into the moment.

that comment though was enough to tip mùlán off her own edge. "fucking prick." she swore under her breath as she went back into the practice room.

they went back to practicing like nothing had happened. there was only and hour left mùlán tried to repeat to herself but then tension between her and soobin just kept growing and growing. every little think one of them did now would start to set the other off.

"for the last time! center yourself!" soobin loudly snapped at mùlán. his sudden yell surprised the other boys. none of them were exactly sure why they were both so angry with each other. "the line's right here. i'm on that line!" mùlán snapped back at him pointing down on the small lines ducktapped onto the floor. "well, i'm watching you from here and you are not on that line!" soobin told her.

mùlán scoffed and moved up and away from her position. "i'm leaving." mùlán plainly announced. "what? you can't leave." beomgyu told her, watching as she stomped her way over to her things. "don't worry! you'll be fine without my daydreaming getting in the way of your actual work!" mùlán stated before slinging her bag over her shoulder. "i'm just gonna go out and grow a dick to match you guys!"

the others watched her with shock as she stormed her way out of the room, slamming the door behind her. they then turned to soobin who was just standing there with a look of annoyance on his face.

"what happened out there?"

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